hello (:

i'm looking for a new nice dance skin.
but i can't find one & am too tired. D:

-xx-

i sat there.
drinking & drowning my glass of red wine,
observing you from the tip of my glass.
i stood up & walked past you.
hid behind the back of the wall at the other far end to look at you.
you didn't even a give a damn.

-xx-

once upon a time.
there lived a girl.
she died of boredom.

believe it?
idiot.

-xx-

today we went to KAP!
weiyu xinwei & me.
shan't talk about it today.
i shall, tomorrow ((:
hello, beautiful.
i love you <3

-xx-

i don't know why la!
i feeel so down.
there's so much homework.
there's so much unfinished work.
i keep on lying,
there's no way to turn back now.
go & die. assholeeeeeeeeeee.
suckydamnbitchyasshole.
i want to sleep.
sleep & go to dreamland, where there'll be no nightmares.
where there'll be candies & lollipops.
& the little cottage where i'll milk the cows & feed the horses.
where no witches ever step their foot in it, 'cause it's too powerful & beautiful & bonded for them to ruin it.
hello, dreamland.
if only you were real.
i want to live in you, dreamland.
did you hear?

-xx-

i want to.
to...
be a nice & caring mother.
one who reads to their kids bedtime stories.
one who's encouraging, loving & nice.
& cool, not old-fashioned.
i want to be the little mother who plays with the kids.
who spoils her kids.
but helps them manage a pass.
that's how life should be,
shouldn't it?

-xx-

we saw sean wee today.
wow.
how cool.

-xx-

i'm in no mood for an exclamation mark.
i yearn for the nice exclamation mark.
but somehow it disappeared from my keyboard.
& my dad's playing some emo song.
damn.
say goodbye, 'cause it's your last chance too.
say hello, 'cause you might not know when you'll meet again.
does that even makes sense?
no.

-xx-

yay i'm crapping.
btw! y'know the last post?
it isn't on 18 april la. ((:
it's on don't know when.
it's cause i drafted it mah ((:
then i clicked onto it to type a post.
so become 18 april
but it's not.

-xx-

You walk & smile on the street,
people give you dirty faces, or look away & think that you're crazy.
You push & frown on the street,
people give you dirty faces, or look away & think that you're crazy.

You get bullied,
you complain to teacher.
You get bullied again.

You get bullied,
you punch back.
Bully tells teacher,
you got into detention,
then bully bullies you.

You walk up the bus,
people don't care.

You fall on the bus,
everyone turns their heads & stare.

You say sorry to a stranger on the street (after dropping his pears?),
he turns & glares & mutters,
"these young kids these days."
You don't say sorry to the stranger on the street (after dropping his pears?),
he turns & glares & mutters,
"no manners at all! no manners! how to parents teach their kids these days!"

Either way,
you're the loser.
So never do anything wrong,
which is soo highly impossible.

Hello, unfair cruel world.
D:


goodnight everyone.

i hope tomorrow'll be better.
:D

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