
I will fight the good fight, I will run and finish the race, I will keep the faith and see God face to face.
title: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE! <3 hello. What's another name for a laptop? 1. Flathead. 2. Notebook. my answer is the notebook. flathead? no way. i feel demoralised again. haha. how nice. i don't even know why la. it's maybe 'cos that there're so much homework due and i haven't started on any yet. i'm scared of my CA marks which we are going to check on Tues. i'm scared that i'll fail. i lie too much. more than princess Mia, yes. i told my mum that i passed my maths when i didn't at first. then later i did. 'cos nice Miss Teng plussed my marks from my worksheets. and so my mummy was happy and bought me a nice bag, but that was when i told her that i passed when i failed. so i felt really bad. but i love the bag anyway. blame the bag, not me. i am suddenly reminded of posting about JEC. why not let's cut it short, if you want to know more about that trip go read minggy's blog :D i'm sure there's like, lots of info there. how are we supposed to write a 1500 word compo? i can't so i'm going to diee. i don't want to fail. i've already failed so many subjects, i can't afford this one. ny's so stressful. today was sabbaticals! yay! booo D: anyway. Junli's in the same class as me. wow. minggy's leaving me, from tues till fri, one hour each day. & i'll be alone, dark & misty. hmph. i'll just be sulking there. & i don't give a damn. story telling's fun though. the vendors are entertaining. but i'm never going to tell a story in front of people. nah, never. fat hope la. like who will vote for bernice? hmm, maybe only bernice. HAHAHA. i handed up my chinese file without doing my corrections! & i never file some worksheets. YAY :D i'm proud of my photoshop assignment 3! i am so boastful. but i don't care. i love doing a webpageeee :D eeeeeeeeek. webpages are funn (: yay bernice! you can finally do a nice photoshop assignment. finally! yay finally! -xx- what d'you see, when you look into a mirror? i see a boastful girl, with a sad expression, and is dying. dying from stress, dying from work. she wants to go back to her normal peaceful life, where everything is nice and happy, and the horses loves her. she needs to be un-stressed. -xx- i'm going for the arena! WHOOHOO! & i'm going to see the two smug arish & nicholas quah. WAHAHA! i'm going to squirt water at them ;P nanipupu. -xx- God says, "We have created man and know what his soul is whispering within him. we are closer to him than his jugular vein." i think that all things are fated. if you lose a $10 note, the next day you'll most probably find a $20 one. If you return it to its rightful owner, then you'll get something bigger. if you think real hard about someone, and dream about what you hope will happen, chances are something close to that will. hmm, if only we can wish for what we want in life. if only. -xx- i am a P3! yay i'm a small kid playing in the courtyard, not worried about exams. i wanna be a kid. again. i fake a smile at aunties & uncles, and they all say, oh, look, how big and polite she is now. oh, how tall. i smile and offer them a drink. i smile and play with the little kids. i smile and eat. i smile and talk to them. i smile, and sometimes i wonder why my jaws aren't sore. -xx- my posts are so nonsensical, right? if it bothers you then don't read it. i don't think it'll help. anyway. natalie's birthday's on the 15th may. so it's like one day late to wish her here, but i wished her yesterday! :D -xx- i got 8/10 for the LA oral presentation. although i sucked. so i think it's kinda unfair. i failed my scarlet ibis, haha! i failed my everything! hahaha! -xx- i hate my cca. i suck at it & am the worse in class. i don't feel a sense of belonging either. & i don't need your pity, thank you very much. i just hope that my sacrifice is worth it. :'( -xx- you know what? i think i should go now. before i go into depression & get sent to therapy & you all will cry your eyes out 'cos you missed me. ooo! i know i know! the malay word for bye :D SELAMAT TINGGAL! & SELAMAT JALAN, KAWAN! SAYA SAYANG umm, KAMU (you in malay)! |
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