yesterday's yesterday, i met you.
yesterday's yesterday, i saw you with another friend.
yesterday's yesterday, the memories of you came back.
yesterday's yesterday, the painful memories of you came back.
yesterday's yesterday, the beautiful memories of you came back.

yesterday's yesterday, i smiled and waved to the person beside you, but i took no more than a glance to confirm that it was you.
yesterday's yesterday, it was the first time i didn't stare.
yesterday's yesterday, i so wanted to turn back, so look, but i continued walking, and pretended that i didn't see you.
yesterday's yesterday, i saw you again.

yesterday's yesterday, i felt that maybe i didn't feel anything anymore.
yesterday's yesterday, i felt that you were gone already, and only when i saw you then i remembered that you once came to my life.
yesterday's yesterday, my troubles came back.



-xx-

yesterday's yesterday, i met you, again.
yesterday's yesterday, i was jealous.
yesterday's yesterday, i felt like screaming at you.
yesterday's yesterday, i had never disliked you as much.
yesterday's yesterday, i am happy that you were happy.
yesterday's yesterday, you were without me, and you were happy.
that's what i like about you, your smile.

-xx-



On friday, i went back to ny pri with weiyu.
bought a present for zheng lao shi. (:
saw aaron at first. oh wait, i saw nick before that.
then went up to talk to zhenglaoshi & other teachers.
i met clara & ruisi.
THEY WERE STUCK OUTSIDE! AHAHAHAHAH.
& they need me, THE PRO (nah, just kidding!) to help them get in.
the guard was so [censored]!
then they got in.
and the first thing clara said was, "I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM! I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM!" "WHERE'S HEEEE?"
and clara ran away when she saw him. -.-"
CLARAAAAAAAAA! i know you don't like him, but if you run away it shows that you do (:
SO BE BRAVE & SHOW HIM THAT YOU'RE NOT A SCARDYCAT! (:
i know it's hard. but try.


ruisi was asking people to donate money.
& she went to ask Mr. Zubir, then he was like, okay i donate $20.
then that money-faced ruisi finally became not so money-faced and said, oh, never mind! never mind!
the kind Mr. Zubir went to buy a drink just to donate $2 -.- for ruisi.
): but at least ruisi felt bad (:

then we decided to go to serene centre.
:D
& before that, clara said hi to him & he said hi to clara.
ISAAC, I'M 160 CM! I TELL YOU, 160CM! ):
i'll outgrow you one day! BEFORE YOU DIE! (:
just you wait, you talltall...look-down-on-short-people-guy! ):



anyway, we were at mcdonalds.
then i was broke.
& the SUPER KIND ruisi lent me $10.
she's a rich person. never short of $. unlike me D:
HAHAHHAHHAA. here comes the funny part that even THINKING of it makes me laugh, and PICTURING IT kills me.
we were seated beside this don't-know-what-school guy, i think maybe HCI, but his badge different, uniform same. weird. maybe he's a councillor! :D
then ERHEM, i shall not mention, SOME PEOPLE were talking really loudly. especially SOMEONE. *cough!*
i was asking them to lower down their volume. but they didn't listen.
anyway. clara & ruisi were fighting.
& they were making me laugh, & my chicken foldover's vegetables were onto my french fries & drink.
then ruisi still say that lucky my cap is closed or not my whole milo gone.
i found that amusing & laughed again.
& this time my CHICKEN dropped.
D: bye chicken.
then ruisi laughed & laughed.
& her laughter is so funnny.
so i laughed (:
then laugh here laugh there.
then ruisi want to throw her (box?) of french fries at clara.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
HERE COOMES THE FUNNY PART!


*musics in*


unknown to ruisi, her box (whatever) of frenchfries had a BIG HOLE.
& while she was aiming at clara, it SHOT OUT from the BOTTOM!
& INTO THAT GUY BESIDE RUISI'S HOMEWORK & PENCIL BOX!
& he burst into laughters.
& i was laughing & apologising between giggles.
HAHAHAHHAHA it was so funny!
but he was a nice guy la.
he said, "it's alright."
then he asked if we were from ny pri.
OBVIOUSLY HE EAVSDROPPED.
but i can't blame him, 'cos SOMEONE was speaking VERY loudly.
i shall be so kind as to not mention that person's name.
then he seemed really nice & told us that he was from nanyang in 2002.
he's 6 years older. woah.
he kept on laughing & shaking his head. i was trying not to laugh too. hahahaha just imagine frenchfries flying out onto someone's homework. from your own hand. hahahahah! Then Rui Si was asking me to ask for his number.
o.O
I don't care. Whateverrrr, Rui Si, he's not my type. (: But he's still a cute and nice guy...



I went back to NYGH and waited for the rest to come 'cos we're going to watch the chinese drama. I spent most of my time selling bubble tea, so did not catch most of the show... SORRY MINGGY! ): Then we decided to use the Sichuan poster to help we all sell, 'cos the donations are going to be given to them.
And most people hearts melted when they saw. Adults only, actually.
Some guys from some school just laughed and enjoyed our "show" for them.
Hmph. Shi Chen was saying that I'm confident when I'm speaking, that's why people buy and she really like, envy me or something. HAHAHHAHA I didn't know that. O.O Thanks anyway, Shi Chen. I like compliments (: who doesn't?

Yes, I did really badly for my CA1. MSG is probably how tall Hilary is. ): I need to study and mug. Like really hard. If I want to continue to survive. But I'm just not free! There are so much homework to do. ):

I shall do a homework list and strike them off everytime I'm done with one. YES! GOOD IDEA! Okay I shall start on Tuesday, as Monday I have piano lessons and pieces which I have not practised in 2 weeks. How amusing. I am going to die tomorrow. Someone, just go shoot me. Like, BANG! And you can help me finish my homework too. Or rather, holiday homework. And you can help me play the piano. You can also help me take my block test. Help me live my life.


standing still, I waited round to see if this is real.
I opened up my eyes, to see if you're the girl that allows me to dream when I'm awake.


I HATE DISLIKE LIFE.
why do people get to be happy, when I get to be sad.
why do people rob me of my own life?
why aren't we all babies forever?
must we grow?
or can we stay?
like robots?


-xx-

I daydream. I dreamt that you were my man. Even though I know that it's not real, and it will never happen. I daydreamed, about how this and that would happen, if we were ever together. And it's suprising that I'd even think, 'cause you're someone I don't even know, but know you by name, and look. I've never even talked more than 3 sentences to you. HAH. I am such a big fat loser.

-xx-

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. Now it looks like they're here to stay. Oh, i believe in yesterday.

-xx-

Yesterday is YESTERDAY.
We can't turn, we can't stay.
We've got to move on.
Treasure the past,
____ the present,
embrace the future.

-xx-

Life is getting very out of hand. Let's sit back, relax and let nature take it's own course. Maybe if God sees that I'm studying hard, He will let me do well in my Block Tests.
I just hope so.

-xx-

<3's!

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