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Today was the storytelling performance. And i told my story which i remembered this morning. [: amazing. The teachers were pretty impressed and laughed at many parts. Mr. Kaw saw me and told me that we had interesting stories. :D YAY!


Yesterday i had calligraphy CCA. My father was late to pick me up, so i waited at the Audi for him and saw the chinese dancers practicing. Then i started crying. IDK WHY LA! It was so stupid. I was crying a soft one, like suddenly there were tears in my eyes and the more i thought about the happy things the more tears came out. -.- Lucky no one saw, i think. Or not they must be thinking i'm a mad person who's emotionally unstable. I guess it's because i saw the moves and was really sad at how happy they were. And it suddenly occured to me that i'm not going to dance anymore so i started crying. So retarded, haha! When i was in the car i started crying too, and whenever i cleaned my tears off my face, more tears came out. ): I don't even know why.
Anyway! When i grow up and have a house of my own, i'm going to have a room specially for dance. [: I know. I think too far. ;x


Apparently someone from 1/9's mother called Miss Ye and said that half the class did not know that next week was chemistry block test. The mummy was called "Mary Ng." She asked ME if my mummy was Mary Ng. PLEASE LA. My mummy does NOT have such an old-fashion name. Wth. She's called IRENE, same as Rae's mum :D
Then weiyu and i was talking about it.
ME: Mary is the name that's normally used for maths paper.
WEIYU: Bala also. (idk how, but weiyu always seem to have a way to mention bala in our conversation. don't kill me weiyu. :D)
ME: HAHA, yea. Like example, "Mary has 20 marbles. If she gives 3 to Bala, how many marbles would she have left?"
WEIYU: HAHAHA! Yea!
lol. [:



I dreamt that i am walking into an ocean, the waves soaking the hem of my cotton nightgown. The water is cold, and the beach beneath is a smooth lip of sand. I keep walking, even when the water reaches my knees even when it brushes my hips and my nightgown sticks to my body like a second skin. I keep walking, and the ocean water comes up to my neck, my chin, my eyes. By the time i go under the water, i realize that i am going to drown.


At first i fight, trying to ration the air i have in my lungs. Then they start to burn, a circle of fire beneath my ribs. My wide eyes burst back, and my feet start to trash, but i'm getting nowhere. This is it, I thought. Finally.


With that realization i let my arms go still, and my legs go limp. I feel my body sinking and the water filling me, until i am curled on the sand at the base of the sea.


The sun is a quivering yellow eye. I get to my feet, and to my great surprise, begin to walk with ease on the bottom of the sand-filled ocean floor.




I'm still holding on, but i'm slipping off.
I'm falling; i'm falling.

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