I think that this week is probably definitely the worst week of my life. I failed my geog, damnit. After I studied like hell on it. Maybe God's testing me, but then again, this is my blocktest! AHH fcuk i don't want to feel so shitty. I'm not usually a person who sells myself by saying that I'm a studyfreak and studied for geog. I don't say what I normally do at home, or maybe i pretend, but shit, now i'm saying. Hahaha way to go bernice. Yes, i did study for geog - myfirsttime, and worked damn hard, but i still failed. There's people who failed too, but why is it that people get 20, which is higher than me by 7 marks, which is like, 28 marks higher than me overall. Fcuk life.

I'm not naturally a very vulgar person, but today i feel exceptionally down. Yet again, people whom i shall not mention aren't making my days any better either. HAHA d'you know that i didn't even bother to work with a partner to try and get my summary well written. How wonderful, yes? I didn't even change or bother attempting to change the words. I "copied and pasted" the whole chunk that i highlighted. HAHAHA. 'Cos I don't bother anymore. Everytime i work hard, things get fucked up.

Sometimes i look back, and i wonder if i do regret appealling into ny. It's like, over here, I'm in calligraphy. A chinese society. Yiwei was saying, "HAHAHAHA, CALLIGRAPHY? If I do it, I'll fall asleep." Yes, calligraphy. I blow people away when i say that. Like, "Hey, what cca are you in?" "Calligraphy." "You serious?!" And they all look at me like I'm some freako who excels in chinese and loves chinese societies. In crescent, I went for the CCA trials, and I got into a SPORTS CCA. My first time. It's canoeing. :D I love canoeing. I mean, apart from the fact that i get to see hot acjc guys. You get to feel the water, row the canoe and enjoy. Crescent is the only girls school who has canoeing as a cca. [: How splendid, right! YES. & I got in. Like out of so many people that tried out, only 2 groups got in. 2 groups = 4 people. Ahhh crap right. What a damned waste.


Anyway. Later is calligraphy. D: :D
I'm supposed to be HAPPY. Yes.

So goodbye. And remember that out there, there's someone more pathetic than you.

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