No one told me I was going to find you


Child of God, ♥

I will fight the good fight, I will run and finish the race, I will keep the faith and see God face to face.


Affiliates, ♥
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C Clara! Clare! Clarice! Charmaine!
D Daphne! Dorothy!
E Elizabeth! Elissa! Estee! Eugene! Eugenia!
F Felicia Chin!
G Grace! Geraldine #1! Geraldine #2!
H Hilary! Huimin!
I Isaac!
J Jacob! Jasmine! Jek Jin! Jermaine&Adelle! Jermaine! Jia Yun! Jian Sheng! Jin Cheng! Jing Ren! Jing Wen! Joeline!
K Kayla! Kah Hui! Kah Hwee! Kylee!
L Lesley! Liki! Lingting! Linsha! Li Wei!
M Marissa! Ming En! Min Hui!
N Natalie!♥ Natalie&me!♥ NY PSL!
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P Phoebe!
Q Qian Yi!
R Rachel Tan! Rachel Teo! Rae! Rui Si!
S Shanna! Sherry! Shi Chen! Shi Jia! Shi Ying! Shin Yun! Si Ning! Si Yao! Stella!
T
U
V Valerie! Vanessa! Vanice!
W Wei Min!
X Xiaoen! Xiu Yi!
Y Yang Jie! Yi Xuan! Yuan Mei! Yue Ling!
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Thanks, ♥
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date: Saturday, August 30, 2008
time:5:14 PM
YOOOOOOOOO :D

I thought about starting with a happy "hello" 'cos maybe I'll feel better. And yes, I do. Yesterday was Teachers' day! I'm not going to spit out whatever that happened during the Nanyang Girls' celebration 'cos you guys all know and like, what's the point of me saying it again, right. HAHA. I don't think i make sense but never mind. Oh my font is now "Normal" instead of "Large" 'cos i thought I may try something new for once! :D Oh but i do want to say one thing - MR. CALVIN LEE IS AWEEEESOME! :D hahaaa. He should be a really fun teacher! He was doing those sexyy poses. HAHA! We watched Garfield in the morning (only part of it) then we also took loads of pictures :D I'll upload it here later. If i remember. Which I don't think so. But i'll try. :D

At around 10.45am school ended! Weiyu & I rushed back to Nanyang Pri :D! She & I bought a really beautiful star :) it's PINK! Like, glitter inside the starr [: I met Elizabeth, Rachel, HuiMin and RuiSi from 6B. There were like, more guys than girls that came to visit the teachers. But then again, we couldn't count like that 'cos the guys came back to play SOCCER with one another, yet AGAIN. So they were having fun while the girls were...hmm, sitting on the steps and thinking of what to ask one another ._. So it was kind of a sucky time at Nanyang Pri. Then later we went to serene, thinking of eating at mac for lunch & island for dessert :D But mac's queue was tooo long. ): and there were no seats inside. So we went to Island and bought a really yummy & delicious pie! It was like vanilla & chocolate icecream and with OREO on top! :) IT WAS AMAZINGGG! Only $4.80! So like, huimin & weiyu & i shared it :D then. Elizabeth came in. She told me that jiawei was outside. (At this point of time, would I like to remind you that this is an online blog and no matter how much i want to say it all out, I have my restrictions.) So yees. I saw him, said hi & end of story. Then we went to Mad Jack to buy fries. But in the end we bought ICE CREAM WITH BROWNIEEE! (2nd icecream in a day :D) It was LOVELYY [: The 6B guys were there, too. (Yes, you busybodies, Jiawei was there too ._.) OH the ice cream with brownie was only $3.80! :O :O So worth it :DDD! So we ate, and started talking. Oh i forgot to mention: Weiyu, Elizabeth & I were sharing the brownie. We talk & talk & talk. About all sorts of things. So we ate finish, full alr, went out. Actually, halfway through eating elizabeth & I were asking each other if we should go join the guys to eat, BECAUSE we are a CLASS. (not because of anything else.) Then after debating on the pros & cons, decided not to. On the way out, we planned on saying bye but jiawei was sitting at the side ._., so i decided not to. OR NOT SO PAISEH. Anw never mind. That's all I'm going to say. :D

So. I waited for weiyu until very loong and her father still has not come, so I went ahead & took the next bus. :D Weiyu told me that elizabeth is nice & elizabeth said that weiyu's nice too. [: YAY! OK I realise that I'm really lame now.


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then & just let them out.
But what hurts the most, is being so close and having so much to say, but then I watched you walk away. It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret.
And I know if I could do it over, I would trade and give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry - every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days - every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me.
I've always wanted to let go.


Thanks Weiyu & Elizabeth <3!
it had been a great time.


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