Morning! :D
Currently, it's 7.59am. I woke up at 6am today wth. ): I couldn't sleep after i woke up 'cos i was so scared of the dark. Ohwell. & I realised that girls are heavy sleepers. LIKE REALLY. There are like, only 3 guys online & no girls online .__. WOW. Girls sleep really well.

Yesterday I said that I only had 14 mins. Well, let's make it 3 mins. When i went up to bathe, wah lau every toilet's occupied. I wanna go back to primary school. In secondary school, I don't smile genuinely like i used to. I wanna have friends that are not selfish. Through this whole year, I've taught myself to be independent, to not be too kind. I've learned to forget, learned to appreciate life. Learned to tell myself that life rocks.
I've also learned, to compare fairly. I don't compare results with those that are better than me, i compare with those lousier. BECAUSE, that makes me feel better. I feel happy. I feel accomplished.
When you see me smiling, when you see me laughing, it's not 'cos i'm happy. It's 'cos well, to show that I'm happy. To convince myself. Damnit, I was always pretending. I've also realised, it's not that I hate nanyang. I hate them for not letting me into danceee. Which, technically, is not their fault.
When we take a bus to school, we see people running up to catch their bus. The bus driver, politely declined, but yet the people flipped the finger to the bus driver. Crap, the busdriver is just doing his job. He's in the middle of the road, for goodness' sake. If he opens the door, accidents might happen. It's YOUR fault that you're late.
In life we always blame others. We never once admit that hey, it's OUR fault. Whether is it when our results are not satisfying, whether is it when we never hand in our work. All in all, we always have something to be our scapegoat.

AH WELL. I think i've crapped A LOT .__. nvm. I just have nothing better to say, that's why.
I want feedback on my blog song! :D



I think I need to go get myself a life.

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