YOOOOOOOOO :D

I thought about starting with a happy "hello" 'cos maybe I'll feel better. And yes, I do. Yesterday was Teachers' day! I'm not going to spit out whatever that happened during the Nanyang Girls' celebration 'cos you guys all know and like, what's the point of me saying it again, right. HAHA. I don't think i make sense but never mind. Oh my font is now "Normal" instead of "Large" 'cos i thought I may try something new for once! :D Oh but i do want to say one thing - MR. CALVIN LEE IS AWEEEESOME! :D hahaaa. He should be a really fun teacher! He was doing those sexyy poses. HAHA! We watched Garfield in the morning (only part of it) then we also took loads of pictures :D I'll upload it here later. If i remember. Which I don't think so. But i'll try. :D

At around 10.45am school ended! Weiyu & I rushed back to Nanyang Pri :D! She & I bought a really beautiful star :) it's PINK! Like, glitter inside the starr [: I met Elizabeth, Rachel, HuiMin and RuiSi from 6B. There were like, more guys than girls that came to visit the teachers. But then again, we couldn't count like that 'cos the guys came back to play SOCCER with one another, yet AGAIN. So they were having fun while the girls were...hmm, sitting on the steps and thinking of what to ask one another ._. So it was kind of a sucky time at Nanyang Pri. Then later we went to serene, thinking of eating at mac for lunch & island for dessert :D But mac's queue was tooo long. ): and there were no seats inside. So we went to Island and bought a really yummy & delicious pie! It was like vanilla & chocolate icecream and with OREO on top! :) IT WAS AMAZINGGG! Only $4.80! So like, huimin & weiyu & i shared it :D then. Elizabeth came in. She told me that jiawei was outside. (At this point of time, would I like to remind you that this is an online blog and no matter how much i want to say it all out, I have my restrictions.) So yees. I saw him, said hi & end of story. Then we went to Mad Jack to buy fries. But in the end we bought ICE CREAM WITH BROWNIEEE! (2nd icecream in a day :D) It was LOVELYY [: The 6B guys were there, too. (Yes, you busybodies, Jiawei was there too ._.) OH the ice cream with brownie was only $3.80! :O :O So worth it :DDD! So we ate, and started talking. Oh i forgot to mention: Weiyu, Elizabeth & I were sharing the brownie. We talk & talk & talk. About all sorts of things. So we ate finish, full alr, went out. Actually, halfway through eating elizabeth & I were asking each other if we should go join the guys to eat, BECAUSE we are a CLASS. (not because of anything else.) Then after debating on the pros & cons, decided not to. On the way out, we planned on saying bye but jiawei was sitting at the side ._., so i decided not to. OR NOT SO PAISEH. Anw never mind. That's all I'm going to say. :D

So. I waited for weiyu until very loong and her father still has not come, so I went ahead & took the next bus. :D Weiyu told me that elizabeth is nice & elizabeth said that weiyu's nice too. [: YAY! OK I realise that I'm really lame now.


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then & just let them out.
But what hurts the most, is being so close and having so much to say, but then I watched you walk away. It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret.
And I know if I could do it over, I would trade and give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
I'm not afraid to cry - every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days - every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me.
I've always wanted to let go.


Thanks Weiyu & Elizabeth <3!
it had been a great time.

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The a-z friends quiz :D tagged by charmaine!

Rules: Answer this questionaire truthfully and list down 5 people to tag and they must do this!


Who is the most

A: Annoying
I think I'm going to be really sweet and not offend people. But I would like to mention that when people act cute or act sexy or act kind are ANNOYINGG. :D

B: Boring
No one laa [:

C: Cute
CAVAN! :D

D: Diligent
Since many people mentioned baoyi, I should give others a chance :D I shall say... EUNICE!

E: Evil
Yet again, no one.

F: Funny
Quite a number of people, seeing that I laugh almost at everything ._.

G: Good-looking
CHARMAINE :D! QIANYI :D! and of course, jiawei [:

H: Hyper
Ashley!

I: Intelligent
Eunice! (She's magical, I think.)

J: Jolly
Jermaine! (She always smiles!)

K: Kiddy
Clarissa? LOL.

L: Lame
MINGHUI! In a GOOOOD way [:

M: Meticulous
Bao Yi, I think. She always does things carefully, right? Checks her work & all.

N: Nosey
No one, again.

O: Optimistic
MEEE [: omgg I'm soo ego.

P: Playful
CAVAN! :D again.

Q: Quarrelsome
WEIYU!
"I'll never give up without a fight!"

R: Reliable
CHARMAINEE! :D

S: Sexy
Obviously some top model ._.

T: Trustworthy
Merilyn? She always keeps my secrets LOL. Altho that was a loong time ago [: & CHARMAINEE TOO! :D Weiyu also laa :D Minghui also :D AIYA GOT ALOT LAA. (Since I always tell my secrets ._.)

U: Untrustworthy
No one la :D

V: Vulgar
Joeline, Jiayun, Isaac, Qianyi [: and me.

W: Wicked
THE EVIL WITCH! :D

X: Xenophobic
I don't know anyone who sees people from other countries and go, "AHHH! I'm scared!" So none.

Y: Yappy
I'm yappy in other quizzes, but I talk in an irratating way meh? ANW errr I think no one. Or maybe Mr. Kaw - his words are annoying ._. so full of sarcasm.

Z: Zany
NATALIE :D She's crazyy. In a good way though [:

The 5 people that I tag:

#1 NATALIE!
#2 JINGWEN!
#3 ELIZABETH!
#4 CLARA!
#5 JERMAINE!



OHOHOH MY BROTHER GOT DISTINCTION FOR HIS PIANO EXAMMM :D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!

See, I'm such a dutiful and loyal sister :)

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YOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

I got into PSL! [: HAHAHA. Sorry I'm being egotistic again. SO it's going to end there. FULL STOP.

Anww. We changed seats! I'm sitting right in front of the whiteboard now ._. I have to practically lift my head up to see the screen. AIYOOO. Strain my neck. I'm still sitting with the same person. Now I turn around & see EUNICE! [: swweeeet sweeeet EUNICE :D

OH BLOOODY SHIIIIIIIIIT.
I just exceeded my budget - $108.54
:O :O :O :O
AHHHHHHHHH, die die dieee.
Fcuk laa. I shall cut down on my sms-es.
PLEASEE REMIND ME TO :D
AHHHHH freak freak freak. FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAK. ):
I'm starting to dislike myself no wait that's wrong. OKAY. Remind me to stop sending so much smses. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEE DO. ): And don't sms me :D I shall try to cut down to below 30 :O yeeeeeeeees.
OUCH damnnnnnnnnit.

ANW I'm supposed to be refraining from using vulgarities 'cos it'll bring down my dignity. :D So yeeeeeees. OH y'know my mum was telling me that last time she was such a devoted Christian and always went to church, reading her bible and stuff. Then she said she didn't go anymore as if she did she couldn't go clubbing ._. HAHAHA. She was saying what a bad example she was for me.


MICHAEL PHELPS IS FANTASTICCCCCCCCC :D



Impossible is nothing.
Perfection is possible.


i'mstilllovingyou.

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Blogger has a new face! :D Happy new blogger [:

I thought today was the release of PSL results! :O Actually it was. But Miss Lye has not put it up on the board yet. SO TMR MORNING GO CHECK! OMG ZXZXZX I'm so scareddd. I mean I know i won't get it but ahh damnit i want to. HAHA I'm such a retard ._. I think many other people will get in :D 1/9 got 5 people lehh! AMAZING :O :O cool haha [: AHH I'M STILL SCAREDD. ):

We were also supposed to do our CME presentation today. At first the comp was spoilt then we were so super happy 'cos no need to present. Then jilaoshi repaired and we were like AHH! Then l8r she decided that we don't have to do 'cos she wants to teach culture. Which reminds me - we have a culture quiz :O! OHMYYYY. I'm afraid that I'll fail. SHYYYT LAA. This week got alot of quizzes and stuff. OHYA. Tmr must hand up home econs. Just remembered. AIYA. Later must go do.

This morning stella was trying to pop a corn ._. With our handphones ringing. YEA. Like one little corn in the middle, call all phones at the same time, and the corn will pop. :O WOW AMAZING RIGHTT! But it didn't work. At least we tried though :D It got everyone excited about it haahhaa.

Assembly. HAIYAAAAA. We went to voice out our views and they give their own excuses. Never mind. Minghui and I were like arguing about the points then we asked each other to go up and say and we didn't want to. So we don't know why we were telling each other our ideas. I'm not making any sense right? Never mind 'cos I don't understand what I'm saying too.


I think I owe you a reply. But then again, maybe I don't. I just want to tell you that I really don't like him. I can have indian friends, but I'll never date one. I only like JiaWei. No not Li Jia Wei 'cos I'm not a lesbian. D'you really think that I'm at fault, or are you finding someone as your scapegoat so that if you two break up (you said it), you can push all your blame to me. You do realise that I'm refraining from using vulgarities. 'Cos I'm nice, and I think that this can be solved w/o anger or sadness. Oh i just remembered that I have to do home econs. Anyway back to this. You don't know how much I've done for you. You don't have any bloody (hey, i used vulgarities) idea 'cos you ain't God. You say that you can TELL that I like him but no, you can't tell and I don't like him. You just make assumptions. I hate guesses. You don't know, but you spectulate. WTH? Anw. Sorry if i sound rude here, but if you think you're the only one tolerating, well think again. There's someone out there, (Like me for instance) who tolerates rubbish and nonsensical stuff from people. And I'm still tolerating btw.


I'VE GOT TO DO HOME ECONS ):

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My heart aches. It aches like that mournful and sorrowful bird who has lost her children. It aches like that jailbird who was wrongfully accused. It aches like the super, awesome grandmother who doted on her kids and whom her kids have abandoned her in an old folks' home, leaving her to others' care. It aches like that poor desolated beggar who sits on the sidewalk all day, begging for a meal but no kiasu Singaporean cares. My heart aches, is because someone really close to be has betrayed and spread gossips about me.

Then here comes the saying, "The closest to you can do the most harm."

But then again, I always thought she was sweet and would never spread gossips. I thought she was really lovely and loved her friends. I thought wrong, I guess. Anyway it's okay, because I'm going to forget about it. I can't seem to, though. Everytime I look at her, that words, that hurtful, piercing words come back flooding to my mind. Ah damn.

I also think that I'm like a jailbird confined to four walls of the cell, there are only particular words that I can say so that I don't hurt others. But what about how others treated me? If they hurt me, am I supposed to tell them that? Or am i supposed to smile, and rebuke them in a joking way?

I'm angry at people who tell guys whom I like that I like them. But I'm super furious and dolorous when people tell guys whom I do not like that I like them. I feel betrayed, disappointed and so super duper sad. I feel that I've chosen the wrong friend. HAHA. That sounds so weird.

We keep on pretending, that sometimes we almost forget what it's like to be our own normal self. We're wrapped around tightly by a thick sheet, and it seemed to take so much effort to reveal out real self. But then again, this is the Singaporean. We never seemed to tell the truth, maybe because of popularity, maybe because of love - impressing your partner.

I also strongly dislike people who act cute and different to others. To us, close friends, you use your own sarcastic tone. To others, your loved ones or your seniors, or people from other classes, you go all, "Ohh, HELLO!" in this super damn freaking fake voice. I cannot stand these type of people. People will like you for who you are, not who you pretend to be. You can always go try to be an actor/actress if you really want to act in front of special people.

Moreover, I don't like selfish people. In other words, those that cares only about themselves. You want the best for YOURSELF, you don't bother to share what you succeed in. I can't can't can't can't x198570293489 people who pretends to "try" when he/she's actually making use of people. I can't stand people who pretends to "help" when they are actually waiting for you to say, "No, it's okay." so people will think that oh, you're such a great fantastic person. I hate people who go all, "Oh okay." when they actually don't want to. Why can't you just say what you really want?

Then also, I strongly detest people who thinks that they know alot of secrets but they don't. I don't like people who try to ask for secrets that someone has. I don't like people who tries to stick their big fat butt in the middle of a secret discussion and demand what's happening. And when people tell them secrets, sometimes they don't tell anything at all. Whatthehell, man!


In addition, I strongly dislike people who acts pretty when they're not. I mean, yes everyone's pretty. But try to style their hair into a really different style and tossing it around like you're on some Hollywood movie and am a big Hollywood model star.

I strongly strongly hate people who copy me, too. They simply have no fcuking orginality. HELLO?! It's my work, my personality. OH, youknow people even tried copying my PERSONALITY?? My favourites and what i wear and what i say. HAHAHHA. How hilarious. But sorry, I don't find it the least bit funny. I find it stupidly annoying. I don't mind if I, ME, MYSELF & I gave you the idea. Or helped you. If you would have so kindly open your small mouth and ask, "Bernice, could I copy your XBOETOIU idea?" I would have said yes, 'cos I'm really generous and kind. But I can't stand people who copy me, and pretend that they don't. Screw them, man.

My heart still aches. There, my post about people that I dislike. I've been trying to control my anger for a loong time now. To summarise it all up, I just hate people who PRETEND. Like manequins in a boutique. They make clothes that actually don't look nice, beautiful. They try to cover up their "ugly" (to them) self and try to be "cuter", much more "glamorous" and "cool". I think it's a whole lot of shit. I don't like being betrayed, or being the topic of a gossip discussion.

-xx-

I love watching the olympics :D After I prayed to the Lord for sooooo long, SINGAPORE FINALLY GOT A MEDALLL! I was shaking my leg so hard 'cos i was scared that Singapore might lose ): But in the end they wonnnnn :D AHAHA to Korea. So they're going into the finals - which means that they could get GOLD/SILVER :D WAY TO GOOO SINGAPORE! HAHHA. Thanks to Feng Tian Wei :D YAYAYAYAYAYYYY! Hahaha all my praying has not gone to waste. I was more like convincing the Lord. Like telling him the pros of Singapore winning & why they should. :D I made some promises too. HAHA [:

Oh TEACHERS' DAY'S COMING SOON :D Minggy & I are going to buy presents for teachers together [: YAY! Lol. Ok. I love qy. She's so sweeeeeeeeeeeet :D AHAHHA. I love minggy soo soo much too [: Today i took the laoya pork pork 852 bus again! Hahaa. Oh y'know. I saw my cousin while waiting for 173. My friend, Rachel was waiting with me too. He was with this group of ACS guys, his school/classmates probably. AND HE DIDN'T SAY HI. I was telling Rachel on how xin tong i was, and how hurt. And how afterall, we still had blood relations. HMPH. So I kind of like stood in front of him, but he still did not say hi. WHATEVER. We took the same bus (stayed near each other) and he got down first, but still did not say hi. HMPH. So we were kind of playing the "you-say-first-not-me" game. I don't care. Why must I say hi? Cannot be him meh? Should be da de rang xiao de. He purposely one lor. Look at me then quickly look away. DAMN HIM LA :D hahaa.

-xx-

Ohwell. PSLs results are out. Out of 9 people, 5 people got in. I know I won't, but I hope I will. :D See, I TELL PEOPLE that I WANT. Not like those who go, "Aiya i know i won't get in, anyway idc also." SO FAKE, WTH?? Yea so like I wish all interviewers all the best :D! I know you guys will get in. [:



With tons & truckloads of LOVEE,
Bernice! (:

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hellooooooo.
I'm in school. It's like lunch time now and ahqian's daoing me. When she was the one who asked me to come with her to the library. She's posting and typing and ignoring me. HMPH! So hurt. Oh damnit. I just remembered that later i got calligraphy. HAHA. Ok not funny actually. Anyway now qy's not ignoring me. HAHA :D yay. im not dao-in you! and i can get things rwite! pi la she, AND OMG I'M LAUGHING SO HARD 'COS QY DOESN'T KNOW HER OWN LOG IN NAME! AHAHAHHAHAA. So hilarious :D ohohoh. i added one mark for geog. So, now my geog + history is C5, 55.5 :D ok actually not good. still failed but never mind. AHHHH. I don't want to calculate my msg. scared too high. :X freakfreakfreak laaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i cannot stand this one person. She's called

(suspense)
(more suspense)
(much more suspense)
(thinking of when this stupid bernice can stop doing that suspense thing)
(thinking that bernice is a loser)
(thinking that bernice is so annoying)

okay. the name is "x".


BYE :D

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Why is everyone succeeding when I'm failing?

I don't mind people who try to go all, "Oh, it's okay bernice." when in their minds, they're thinking, "Ha, loser bernice." I mean, if it's in your mind, then hey, it does not affect me. But i can't stand people, who say in a damn freaking sarcastic tone, "Bernice, jiayou next time k?" & after asking how much i got for my first blocktest, telling them that i failed, & then they'll go, "HUH! Then you must work hard to pull it up. Cannot relax anymore." WTH?! Hellooo, I'm 12+, i know, k. I KNOW. You don't have to stick your big fat butt & rub it in. I know you want to do it, but hey, I'm feeling DOWN here. Why don't you just keep your nasty comments in your own head and not say them to me?
Then also, I hate people who say, "OMG BERNICE, I'M GOING TO FAIL." And when they get back their paper, they're tons of marks higher than me. I hate people, who when i tell them that i don't want them to know, 'cos i'm a sensitive person, & they go all, "Bernice, you must face up to your marks. How much laaa..." And try to snatch my paper to see. Damnit! I hate people, who when I'm feeling down, PURPOSELY put their fat face in front of me and saying, "Sigh, I got SOOOOOO low." when they get like, what, 3 grades higher than me? And I don't mind people who say it 'cos they're really sad. I can TELL when you're being sarcastic or really sad. I wasn't born yesterday.
But then again, You might say that you're born with this tone. But hahaha too bad for you. I detest people with this tone. This lame, i'mbetterthanyou, babyish tone.

No this is not cyberbulling. This is called venting my anger.

NAT! Thanks soo much for your leaning shoulder and your cupboard of tissues :D You really made me feel better! ILY!

is there anyone that i can trust, anymore?

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I think that this week is probably definitely the worst week of my life. I failed my geog, damnit. After I studied like hell on it. Maybe God's testing me, but then again, this is my blocktest! AHH fcuk i don't want to feel so shitty. I'm not usually a person who sells myself by saying that I'm a studyfreak and studied for geog. I don't say what I normally do at home, or maybe i pretend, but shit, now i'm saying. Hahaha way to go bernice. Yes, i did study for geog - myfirsttime, and worked damn hard, but i still failed. There's people who failed too, but why is it that people get 20, which is higher than me by 7 marks, which is like, 28 marks higher than me overall. Fcuk life.

I'm not naturally a very vulgar person, but today i feel exceptionally down. Yet again, people whom i shall not mention aren't making my days any better either. HAHA d'you know that i didn't even bother to work with a partner to try and get my summary well written. How wonderful, yes? I didn't even change or bother attempting to change the words. I "copied and pasted" the whole chunk that i highlighted. HAHAHA. 'Cos I don't bother anymore. Everytime i work hard, things get fucked up.

Sometimes i look back, and i wonder if i do regret appealling into ny. It's like, over here, I'm in calligraphy. A chinese society. Yiwei was saying, "HAHAHAHA, CALLIGRAPHY? If I do it, I'll fall asleep." Yes, calligraphy. I blow people away when i say that. Like, "Hey, what cca are you in?" "Calligraphy." "You serious?!" And they all look at me like I'm some freako who excels in chinese and loves chinese societies. In crescent, I went for the CCA trials, and I got into a SPORTS CCA. My first time. It's canoeing. :D I love canoeing. I mean, apart from the fact that i get to see hot acjc guys. You get to feel the water, row the canoe and enjoy. Crescent is the only girls school who has canoeing as a cca. [: How splendid, right! YES. & I got in. Like out of so many people that tried out, only 2 groups got in. 2 groups = 4 people. Ahhh crap right. What a damned waste.


Anyway. Later is calligraphy. D: :D
I'm supposed to be HAPPY. Yes.

So goodbye. And remember that out there, there's someone more pathetic than you.

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HAHA. I've been tagged to do a quiz! [: Right. Anyway. Here goes.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Ask for explanations. If he's a really good guy, then maybe I'll forgive :D

2. If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
Get promoted every year? Till I go to hwachong, & maybe later get into university. AIYA GOT ALOT. I shall say the most wanted one. :D

3. What is th first thing you do when you reached home after sch?
Press the doorbell. :D

4. What do you love doing in the car?
Watching my dad drive & wishing that I can.

6.Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?\
Both.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I AM already waiting.

8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
Give up. :D Or at least i think i will.

9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Hmm yea. Alot. Private laa you.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Okay-okay la.

11. Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
Depends on my marrying partner. :D If it's &#!%^* then Married but Poor [:

12. Are you happy now?
Nope.


YAY I'm done [: hahhaa. I didn't change any questions. Well, the eight people?
1. JingWen.
2. Anyone.
.
.
.
8. Anyone.


Goodnight! :D

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I am STILL thinking about the bag.
Whether I should/should not buy it. But I used fate, and it was not meant to be owned by me. And, it's very expensive for such a simple bag. BUT IT'S AMAZING, BREATHTAKING, STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL, AWESOME AND I LOVEEE THE WAY IT'S DESIGNED!
Ohman.


HEY! Guess what. Today's the 60% mark for Bernice! ): (: The reason why i put two emoticons - one happy & one sad face, is 'cos I don't know whether should I be happy for the fact that I passed, or the fact that I JUST, BARELY passed? Okay, I type like I'm more sad than happy. ANYWAY. Yea that's how I feel.
I'm happy, 'cos i passed PE - 9/15. Frankly, I suck at PE. LIKE SUCK SUCK. & I passed! HAHA. Go mee [:
I passed Bio. 6/10. After i studied fairly alot. ): Anyway. I passed, that's all that matters, right? RIGHT?
& i just passed my LA. ): YES YES. You know how much I got. Mr Kaw was like saying, "I'm so disappointed in you." & He was explaining most of my mistakes in class, & kept on looking at me. RIGHT, I'm supposed to be refraining from cyberbulling of teachers. YES. So i should...Control. Yes. YES. Chill.

ANYWAY. Hate is a strong word. So, I'm going to say that i STRONGLY STRONGLY EXTREMELY DISLIKE SOMEONE. When i let you copy my bio answers, not only you did not say thanks, you kept on wanting to minus marks when you were marking my paper! BEACAUSE OF MEE, MEEE , YOU GOT SOME MARKS, K. You (*#Q&$(*#%&! You kept on asking Miss Lye, "Is this acceptable?" "Huh, REALLY AH?, Acceptable?" Fcuk. I study, let you see my answers 'cos you never study, you never say thank you & want to make me fail? WHAT TYPE OF PERSON ARE YOU! HMPH. Okay I should stop. Just in case this might be cyberbulling. Yet again, I'm a guai kia. :D HAHA. No i'm not.


Stella just told me that she has a "dazzling personality". You notice the inverted commars. ANYWAY. HER HORSE KICKED *^$&#!'s girlfriend! HAHAHAHA! TAKE THAT youyouyou. err. girlie! HMPH. ): Oh weiyu. You owe stella 10cents. HAHHAA it was damn funny. Charmaine, Stella & I were talking. Then stella & i were talking about $!)($(*%&. Then charmaine was like, what what what? Stella told her & the convo went something like this:
Charm: Aww stella (pulls her in for a hug)
Stella: Nah, It's okay. I'm over that.
Charm: HAHA okay.
Stella: Anyway! I GOT MY 10CENTS! (said it in a very happy way)
Charm: .... (stares at stella)
Bernice: Explain the bet between weiyu & stella - If stella patches with (*&%($*&, stella pay weiyu 10cents. If stella doesn't, weiyu pay stella.
Charm: Right...
HAHAHA. Stella ah, so happy about getting a 10cents & losing her boyfriend. Anyway. He;s boring, according to stella O.O!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. tomorrow we're getting back Geog & History! ):
I'm scared! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let me pass... ):

OH. I've got nothing else to post. ):
BYEEE!


I still want that bag! ):

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OMGG!
YAY YAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :D


I GOT 300! Yes, THREE-HUNDRED! For bowling. YES YES YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES :D!
THREE-HUNDRED! H-U-N-D-R-E-D! THREEEE! YAYYY!

ISAAC SOH! You can go & eat your words. :D I beat you by two marks!

BUT. I played with a four pin-tab .__.

Yes, yes i knoww. But never mind! I got a threehundred! :D For those people who don't know bowling (like the dumb bala), 300 is the FULL MARK! [: He was asking me to score 350 next time ._. HAHHAA. ANYWAY! I GOT THE FULL MARK!

It was real freaky. Like at the last two frames, my hands were practically sweating & i had to keep on using that blow-thing to blow my hand. EE, then i bowl. YAY! Got the strike :D HAHA. Then after that LAST FRAMEE! EEEEEE. If i go gutter or hit less than 4 pins then cannot got 300. ): SO I AIM, GET READY, WALK, Hold ball in position. AND I ROOOOLL! & it almost went into the gutter! YES, ALMOSTTT! [: but it didn't. HAHAHA.

ISAAC SOH! I BEAT YOUUU :P

:D
i realised that this is my 3rd consecutive post! YAY MEE! [:
You will not be seeing me for 5 days, maybe friday i'll post again. :D
So this is to make up for it!

I FINISHED THE BOOK HIGH-NOON! Okay actually quite loong ago le. Just remembered :X I was quite freaked out by it actually. 'Cos it's all about keeping you in suspense until the last part then the reveal the murderer! :O YEEEEEEEA. Oh, have i told you about charmaine & I had watched DARK KNIGHT? :O That joker's words are still haunting my mind. "Why...So...Serious?" "You know why i use a knife? So that i can savour the moment when someone's dying...suffering." EEE! And his stupiddd face. D:

I want the next shopaholic book! :D & I want to read Can You Keep A Secret & Confessions of a Shopaholic! :D (Hint!, HAHA [: Kiddingg laa.)



I've uploaded a new song! [: It's Japanese! Introduced to me by Rachel :D Thanks alot, sweetie! I LOVE IT! It's a beautiful song, even though I have no idea what it means. :D


I GOT A THREEHUNDRED!

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OHWELL. Today's nyps' Ex Pupils Day!
But i didn't go. Even though i was well informed, and what was going to happen there etc. But nah, decided it was going to be boring. Mr. Isaac Soh woke me up this morning when i was in happy dreamland to ask if i'm going. Then i couldn't get back to sleep. Nice one, Isaac. I went on msn (I still am on msn), and he was telling me all about the expupils'day and how wonderful it was. Haha he was trying to make me jealous, but hey i'm not. :D I FINALLLY TOLD HIM TO LINK ME! I keep on forgetting, haha. I FOUND OUT WHO'S HIS GIRLFRIEND! Yay hooray for me. :D I've been wanting to ask him for so long but I couldn't, 'cos
1) Phone Confiscated
2) Deleted Tagboard
3) Not on MSN
Yea so practically. I was so eager to find out that i asked him straight. Haha. I don't beat around the bush when i want something badly. Yea. So it's someone that i don't know. I hope this one lasts. :D knowing that he's those *ahem* type of guys.

Eugene Teh told me yesterday that if i bring chiobus, he'll treat my chiobu friends and i to haagen daiz ice cream! [: I was pretty slow. He was saying all the stuff about him going to work, then i asked if friday can (to bring the chiobus to him & get free icecream), he said, "Friday i'm not working girl." Then i realized that he's working at haagen daiz. ._. I'm so ci dun. HAHAA. SO! I've gathered these people to go to the freeicecream place! That Eugene Teh said must exchange numbers. So i shall ask your permission here & you guys can go think. :D
1) Charmaine :D
2) QianYi :D
3) Weiyu :D
4) MingHui :D
5) Eunice :D
6) Rae :D
7) Kayla :D
I'M TREATING ALL OF YOU TO ICE CREAM! [: Top brand one leh. Anyone who wants can come & tag. HAHAHA!

I'm scared for all the other blocktests results. OH tonight i'm going shopping with my mum! She just told me. Lol. EEEK! I don't want to get back blocktests results. SIGHH. Yay i'm posting consecutive days! Yesterday & today. LOL. Sorry I'm lame. Yes weiyu, yes minghui, yes charmaine. I know i'm lame. I wanna watch Money No Enough (2) [: My mum says next week can. :D

OH YA!
I'VE GOTTEN BACK MY VOICE! GOODBYE SORETHROAT! :D
now weiyu & co. have to listen to my boosting my ego. HAHHHAA. It's thanks to Jo. She, the doctor, came for tuition today and my voice got back! [:
Loooooool.

OH QIANYI TAGGED ME TO DO HER QUIZ! & I'm the FIRST on her list :D I'm so deeply honoured. HAHA. Thanks, qy <3

Well. Here I go [:
Walao. Qy's blog cannot copy. Sigh i've just got to copy it.
OH WAIT! The smart bernice has an idea! :D She shall open it with microsoft word. [:


RULES AND REGULATIONS: BLOGGERS THAT HAS BEEN TAGGED HAS TO POST 10 RANDOM FACTS OR HABITS ABOUT THEMSELVES. AND AT THE END OF IT, BLOGGERS HAVE TO TAG TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ. AND, TELL THEM THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

Right... Okay. [:

1. I have a gigantic ego.
2. I love DANCE!
3. I LOVE DARK CHOCOLATES! With the exception of M&Ms, which is a milkchocolate :D
4. I am hungry. WE ARE GOING OUT TO EAT TONIGHT!
5. I am Single. (Right. It just came to mind.)
7. I have really awesome friends.
8. I love CHEMISTRY & LA.
9. My ambition is to become a teacher.
10. I want to name my kids Josh & Joey.

& These are the people that I tagged! (HMPH. QY go tag all the people that I want to. Nevermind.)

1. Charmaine!
2. Natalie!
3. Rae!
4. Isaac! (Even though he's a lousy brother who still has not linked me.)
5. Marissa!
6. Eugene!
7. Clara!
8. Jermaine!
9. Elizabeth!
10. JingWen!





The below stuff is what came to mind today. Yep, it's still a mystery. Hmm. Ohwell.
You said that during graduation day I'll know who was just acting as my friend, but until now i don't. Were you just plain lying to me? You want to make me feel insecure, but hey, till now, everyone was still my friend. I mean not you, obviously. You don't want to tell me who. HUH. Whatever. *******, WHATEVER. Idislikeyoutoo,anyway. :D
We've had a good friendship, yes. But then again, Natalie's much better than you. [: Natalie and I had a fantastic, wonderful and great friendship. youstillowemeabirthdaypresent

I LOVE YOU, NATALIEE!


whyamistillmissingyou?whyisitthatwheneverytimeyournameismentioned,myheartpalpitatesamilliontimesfaster?istillloveyou

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Tonight's chinese dance concert.

Never mind, I don't care.
Yes, seriously. I don't.
I DON'T!

-xx-

I thought today we were getting back our chinese & geog paper. :O Make me worry for nothing. The remedial people got back their chinese paper alr. Looks like they've done well :D Anyway. She says we're getting back on Monday. So monday. Here we go. Then Tues - LA. Thurs - Geog. Mr Kaw said that LA, average of our class ranges around 15 to 17. Lowest - 9. Highest in whole level - 23. :O But he said it's cos that girl wrote damn well. So like, yea. I just hope i get like, 16 to 20. 'cos 15's a pass. SO. Geog. We did badly too. ): I think only I did badly. Oh man. I don't even want to talk about history. I know i'll fail. ): LIKE DIEE. DIE, FAIL. D: I just hope I just hope i pass all subjects.
Santa, Can you grant me that?

-xx-

Sometimes, I study the technology around us. Is this all a dream?
Will I wake up, and find myself in a dinosaur's cave, waiting to be its sumptous meal?

-xx-

I LOVE JAZZ!
I LOVE MARMALADE JAM!

if i went,i'll probably burst out crying.people will stare,yes i know.i can't go.i can't see that stage, that performance, that night, filled with a dance troupe with many hearts. no. i can't. i can't goo. if i hadn't. if only i had gotten. but now it's too late. it's all too late.

YAY! :D it's the weekends. The wonderful weekends.

Stress, is my new known enemy.

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