YOO , {:

I'm posting in the school library and this font looks ridiculous here. I've not been posting lately 'cos I think it has been a very busy week. SO. Here are the updates:

#1. OUR GROUP GOT IN FOR OM :D

#2. OUR GROUP GOT IN FOR IVP :D {Actually, what's soo cool abt this.}

#3. OUR CAPTAIN BALL'S DIVISION (Bowl) GOT FIRSTTT! {: We beat the rest! I think 1/9 has been reallyy supportive [: , finally, something to let Jilaoshi be proud of. I'm not going to be really egotistic & so i'm refraining from boasting. [: . altho just one more thing. BOWL ROCKSSS :DDD

#4. I DIDN'T CRY! During the bollywood show. REALLY. I didn't cryyy. OKOK. Maybe I did, just ONE tear. & the show was corny, but it shows FAMILY LOVE. Love between father & son. Maybe some people don't understand that.
oooh. I lovee my family :DD

Y'know what. I actually wanted to write somehing else but I forgot wts. Ok never mind :D
OH I REMEMBERR {:

MINGGY IS CHIOOO !

minghui, please don't kill me.
REALLY! Look at her ez-link, damnit. She looks so damn chioo :D exactly like a korean. I think her greatgreat-grandparents are from korea or smth. Maybe some other ancestors but whatever{:. SHE'S CHIOO :D . Minggy has this unique-ness, chio-ness and has a kind heart. I believe many guys will be after her. That's why people havent asked her - SHE'S AT THE TOP OF THE APPLE TREEE [: ! Minggy is also really adorablee. (altho she teases me D:) but she's really pretty. Like not hot, (hot's a diff meaning), but pretty. And guys with pretty girls last {: OK OK. I just love minggyyy. SO PRETTYYY. AHHH. When she eats (however messily) , she's still really pretty. {I know this 'cos that weiyu keeps on taking pictures of us when we're eating .__.} I shall continue this paragraph of minghui if she doesn't flood my tagboard with her angry tags. :DD


BYEBYE! I gtg for cca.
I REALLY IDND'T CRY TODAYYY ):



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Next year,
I wanna be called Toilet Bowl.
As in my angel's name [:
imagineee.



SO COOOL :D
Ohh like when she replies she'll draw an arrow down to my letter & write "Toilet Bowl" :D ! That is soo splendid ! There are many things I wanna be. I wanna be a rock starrr. I wanna be a cartoon characterrr. I wanna be a famous dancerrr. I wanna be a novel writerrr. Ah but well. We can't really choose what we want, can we.
People always say, "With determination, everything is possible."
Actually. It's not really true. Let's say you've got determination to win a war, but your enemies has 100000 people but you've only got 100, and both teams' soldiers are of equal fighting capability.
Like, even if you worked your arse off, you still can't do well because you just don't understand.
Some people also want to have a good job, but because it's all taken up, even with determination, they went finding every single building, every single office, every single corner of the world, but it's all taken up. He still can't get the job.
Determination ?
I do believe. Only in some context. Or rather, only in rare context.


But I do believe that everyone is unique :D .

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Morning! :D
Currently, it's 7.59am. I woke up at 6am today wth. ): I couldn't sleep after i woke up 'cos i was so scared of the dark. Ohwell. & I realised that girls are heavy sleepers. LIKE REALLY. There are like, only 3 guys online & no girls online .__. WOW. Girls sleep really well.

Yesterday I said that I only had 14 mins. Well, let's make it 3 mins. When i went up to bathe, wah lau every toilet's occupied. I wanna go back to primary school. In secondary school, I don't smile genuinely like i used to. I wanna have friends that are not selfish. Through this whole year, I've taught myself to be independent, to not be too kind. I've learned to forget, learned to appreciate life. Learned to tell myself that life rocks.
I've also learned, to compare fairly. I don't compare results with those that are better than me, i compare with those lousier. BECAUSE, that makes me feel better. I feel happy. I feel accomplished.
When you see me smiling, when you see me laughing, it's not 'cos i'm happy. It's 'cos well, to show that I'm happy. To convince myself. Damnit, I was always pretending. I've also realised, it's not that I hate nanyang. I hate them for not letting me into danceee. Which, technically, is not their fault.
When we take a bus to school, we see people running up to catch their bus. The bus driver, politely declined, but yet the people flipped the finger to the bus driver. Crap, the busdriver is just doing his job. He's in the middle of the road, for goodness' sake. If he opens the door, accidents might happen. It's YOUR fault that you're late.
In life we always blame others. We never once admit that hey, it's OUR fault. Whether is it when our results are not satisfying, whether is it when we never hand in our work. All in all, we always have something to be our scapegoat.

AH WELL. I think i've crapped A LOT .__. nvm. I just have nothing better to say, that's why.
I want feedback on my blog song! :D



I think I need to go get myself a life.

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YOOO , {:

I've changed my blog song, in case some doofus out there don't know. It's Qiang Qiang by Ella (from S.H.E.) . Nope, i'm not a fan of chinese songs. Just that this song is a song i've played in my first piano concert *grins* ! & It's my favourite song since... well, since the day i was born. HAHAHA I mean favourite song in the world of piano. Really, ever since I played that song, I love piano. I mean, I love piano. I love music. I no longer saw piano as something I must do, rather, it was something I enjoy. Music i think, is a wonderful thing. When you're so caught up in life, when you move so fast, when you study so hard, open the damn piano, and play a melody you've always loved. You'll be surprised at how long you can stay playing & repeating the song until your neighbour rings your doorbell and screams, "OH, SHUT UP!" & then you'll have to put on this friendly-neighbour grin and say really apologetically, "Sorry." & Maybe days later, you have to bring curry over to her / smth.

Qiang Qiang is a melodious song . [: It's about this dog who Ella loves. It passed away and so Ella, grieving, wrote this song. It has many meanings. Even if you hate chinese songs, this song will change your opinion of that. :DDD


Ohwell. Toodles! I've got to shower within 14 mins and watch my 7 o'clock hongkong show :D! I't really interesting. You guys should go watch it :D It's every sat & sunday from 7 to 9pm .

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YOOO, [:

it's been a long time since i last posted, ya. OHWELL. You're going to have to put up with me for this superduperluperzuper lengthy post. Here we gooo !

Monday
I went out with natalie! :D YAY! Like, finally. HAHAH :D She was meeting me @ the angmokio mrt - the place where people gets out through the thinggy that spins. OK. So as usual, i was running late. YA YA I KNOW. I was like looking around for her then when i spotted her my face lighted up! Like a christmas treee :D Maybe 'cos i haven't seen her for like, a year. I went up to her and we kind of awkwardly hugged. Then we were quite quiet (ohh this looks cool) for like the first 1 hour. After that, we really hit it off. Like totally. We were gossiping and complaining and yapping about almost everything (at coffee bean). We go from one shop to another and we went to make COUPLE RINGS! :D I think we pissed the sales assistant. :X but who ask her - go sell so expensive. I'm very poor one leh. So, we first saw the $108 one, then we went like, OMG. 'Cos at first we thought that it was one ring for $108 but actually it was one PAIR [: (as in two rings) . Yep. We were asking the sales assistant for the cheapest one - $38. But they aren't nice AT ALL ): So after much debating and weighing the pros and cons, we decided to buy one really really wonderful pair of rings that costs $68 :O ! But anyway it was worth it ;D On natalie ring, it says, "Bernice ♥ Natalie" & on my ring, it says, "Natalie ♥ Bernice" ! :D so coool right! EEEK I'M SO EXCITED TO GET IT!! Natalie went to collect it today (actually i was supposed to go with her but i'm down with flu & cough & a slight fever D:) so i couldn't go. SORRY NAT D: ! OH y'know my throat hurts so badly that i can't even swallow.

[edit] THERE WAS ACTUALLY MORE MORE MORE CHUNK OF STUFF HERE!!! About my outing with natalie!!! WTH WHERE THE HELL IS IT NOW??? I'm so sorry nat! I really wrote alot of stuff! About the saleslady when we went to try jackets, about our lunch, about our shopping!!! WTS I HATE BLOGGER ): [/edit]

#1. Nat & Me = BFF [:

DUDE, BANG BANG!

#2. Nat & Ber = LOVE [:

#3. CHOCONATS & BERRIES!
xoxo!


#4. Nat ♥ Ber!

#5. Bernice ♥ Nat!

CHIO BUs :D ! (actually only nat♥)

So. Neoprints done :D! I alr xin xin ku ku de upload all the neoprints , so i have no energy to upload the pictures that we took using our mobilephones. PAISEH LAA. Nat & I only took one set 'cos we're sian of it liao. HAHA.

TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY

Tuesday: It was the first day of cca. OK not first, but after a long while. Sigh. Ohwell. At least my writing was nice [: . We wrote on a paper fan! :D

And, it was also the first day of results ): We got back Geog, Science and Chinese (in order). Shall write the results later!

Wednesday: We got back our LA, History & Math (in order). Ok so here are the results, in order of when I got them back. (Earliest @ the top.)

Geography: 39/50 (78/100 - A1) {Mood: Elated!}

Science: 69/100 (B3, ONE more mark to A2!!! WTHHH!) {Mood: Sad, annoyed.}

Chinese: 62.25/100 (B4, 2 more marks to B3!!!) {Mood: Sad - I cried! ('cos i wanted a B3)}

LA: 74/100 (A2, ONE more mark to A1!!! WTHHH!) {Mood: Elated, but annoyed.}

History: 28.5/50 (57/100 - C5) {Mood: Sad, fail leh!!!}

Math: 40/50 (Paper 1) 40/50 (Paper 2) Total: 80/100! (A1) {Mood: ELATED, EXHILARTED :D!!!}

Total MSG: 2.8 (Sigh, if only I got ONE ONE ONE more mark for LA & Science D: )

FRIDAY

We had OM! ok. I'm just going to say that I cannot cannot stand copycats [: Shall not mention who, 'cos i'm a kind person HAHAHA. Ah well. I think minggy's a super good thinker :D ! (ok does that sound right?) She can come up with really really awesome ideas. I told minghui to say about the banana skin & it was really good 'cos everyone laughed at that part :D See i'm also a very creative person ok. HAHHA :D Anyway after school i walked around & around with minggy & jasmine. & Y'KNOW I THOUGHT ANOTHER GIRL WAS WEIYU .__. Lucky i didn't shout across :X HAHAH [: And my math overall got A1 - 75 !!! gang gang hao :D

I think this post is long & good :D!

I changed blogskin! Is it wonderful??? It says, "BABY SPONGEBOB :D!"

BYEEE!

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Right. So, I'm asked to do a super duper lengthy quiz. Good luck to me - I'm going to need it. Charmaine la! Humpf.


01.Single, taken, naked or flirt?
Single.
02.Are you happy with that?
Yep, no mistake about that.
03.Would you still kiss your ex?
-
04.Have you ever had your heart broken?
-
05.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
Nope.
06.Have you ever talked about marriage?
Nope.
07.Do you want children?
YES! :D
08.How many?
Four - two boys, two girls. You want the names? :D
Boy : Josh (Inspiration : Novel!)
Boy : Joe (Inspiration : Joe Jonas!)
Girl : Joey (Inspiration : Don't know, name sounds awesome!)
Girl : Shanna (Inspiration : Same as above!)
09.If someone like you now, would you want them to tell you?
Depends on WHO the guy is.
10.Do you want someone you can't have?
EEE. Kind of.
11.Have you ever been in love?
-
12.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yep.
13.What would you say about you recent ex?
-
14.Does your ex still have feelings for you?
-
15.Do you believe in long distance relationship?
Yep. For it to work out, both parties have to be loyal, i guess.
16.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yep.


TRUTHS ABOUT ME
01.Are you perfect?
Well, I'm not a nobody.
02.Are you tall?
Depends. :D
03.Are you short?
Depends. :D
04.Are you in your pyjamas?
Actually, technically speaking, what I'm wearing is a not pyjamas, but i wore it to sleep :D!


LAST
01.The last friend you saw?
Minggy & Weiyu, i think.
02.Last talked on phone to?
Mummy.
03.Last person to text you?
Weiyu.


FAVOURITES
01.Number?
7! SEVEN!
02Colour?
Pink, Black, Sea Blue, AH WELL all colours.
03.Food?
Anything that tastes good.


QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
01.What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
SAME AS CHARMAINE - Go back to sleep!
02.Do you have anything bother you?
Yep. Getting back results on tuesday :X
03.Whats the last movie you watched in the theatres?
I think it's Money No Enough 2 (OMG that means i've not watched a show in the theatres for soo long :O)
04.Where is the last place you went?
Bukit Timah Plaza/Beauty World.
05.Do you smile a lot?
I think so. Since i'm such an optimist :D HAHHAHA.
06.Do you wish upon stars?
Yep.
07.Are you a friendly person?
No argument about that.
08.Where did you have your sleep last night?
In my cozy bed.
09.When was the last time you cried?
Forgot. Like I said, I'm an optimist, OH WAIT OH WAIT! I remember! When i fell on my butt. Then minggy hugged me (her hugs are really great), and then i cry ._.
10.What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
Sleep faster.
11.Rate life as of it now,one being bad,ten being great?
8. Actually it was GREAT. But the thought of results coming back's killing me.
12.What do you hear right now?
crush by david archuleta~ :D (this is charmaine's answer - it's the same as mine anyway.)
13.Does anything hurt you right now?
NOPE.
14.What your favourite month?
December - my birthday!


EMOTIONS
01.Are you missing someone right now?
NATALIE! I'm meeting her on monday :D
02.Are you tired?
At first, yep. But l8r, natalie & i decided that we're going on then i'm all worked up & not tired anymore :D
03.Are your parents still married?
Yep.


BASICS
01.Real name?
Goh Jun Ting, Bernice (Awesome name, right.)
02.Eye colour?
Black? Brown? All i know is that it's definitely NOT green :D
03.Male or Female?
female:D (charm's answer - same)
04.Crushing?
Idk what's that.
05.Hair colour?
Black . (charm's ans -same)
06.Sweats or jeans?
jeans ! (charm's ans -same)
07.Phone or Camera?
Phone. Phone has a camera in it. And it can be transferred into com, too. So, phone better, duh.
09.Righty or Lefty?
Righty ! :D (charm's ans -same)
10.Smoke or drink?
Probably drink, sometimes. :X SOMETIMES ONLY. ok RARELYYY.


FIRST
01.First best friend?
Merilyn, i think. In pri 5.
02.First enemy?
I think it's Finna in pri 2.
03.First vacation?
When i was barely a baby - Australia/New Zealand.


CURRENTLY
01.Eating?
Let's see... 3 hours ago?
02.Drinking?
Plain, pure, sweet water.
03.Listening to?
Mummy teaching brother.
04.Plans tmr?
Going out with Natalie.


WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
01.Lips or Eyes?
Both.
02.Shorter or Taller?
Taller.
03.Romantic or Spontaneous?
Both, but more of spontaneous. Like maybe romantic : 40% , Spontaneous : 60% .
04.Sensitive or Loud?
Sensitive.
05.Hook-up or being in a relationship?
Wait. What exactly is the difference?


HAVE YOU EVER?
01.Drank hard drinks?
OK. What's hard drinks?
02.Lost glasses or contacts?
Nope.
03.Ran away from home?
Nope.
04.Broken someone's heart?
Idk. Hope not.
05.Been arrested?
Nope.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
01.Do you like someone?
Kinda.
02.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?
I already did the rating. Scroll up.



FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
#1. Anyone (You want to do, just do.)
#2. Look @ Above.
#3. Look @ Above.
#4. Look @ Above.
#5. Look @ Above.

I'M GOING OUT WITH NATALIE TMR :D!!! WHOOHOOOO [:
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!

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A little something I got from one of my old posts. A bit of technical terms here & there, but it's easy and interesting. :D


You can't exist in this world without leaving a piece of yourself behind. There are concrete paths, like credit card receipts and appointment calendars and promises you've made to others. There are mircoscopic clues, like fingerprints, that stay visible unless you know how to look for them. But even in the absence of any of this, there's scent. We live in a cloud that moves with us as we check e-mails and jog and carpool. The whole time, we shed skin cells - forty thousand per minute - that rise on currents up our legs and under our chins.

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So. I gather that most of you know that I've been to a PSL camp from thursday to friday (2 days 1 night) since weiyu's going around and telling everyone on how she misses me. Basically, our camp is held at Conference room B & C :O Yes. Yep. No mistake - the smelly, oh-so unbearable stinky rooms. I stood at the door and convinced myself that I'll get used to it and yep, I did :D!
We had an amazing race in the afternoon - to many places in town and did many tasks (I feel lazy to elaborate - sorry!) You can ask me/some other PSLs in school (easier to tell you verbally). We then had a picnic! There were brownies, pizza, potato chips, sausages, coke, peach juice and etc. Yummy!
Anyway. We had some talk about hosting (basically ushering) and did some role-playing. Yep. Eunice & I were just lazing around. :X oops. So, later we played captian's ball, then had this SUPER SCARY Night Trail at night (obviously, or not what - daytime?) I mean, it's soo x 1234567890 scary and it makes your heart thump so freaking wildly, damnit, i kept on shooting furtive glances around, almost expecting this ghost/monster with a black poncho/garbage bag over her and blood streaming down her face. I mean, I'm not really scared... Ok, HECK IT, it was totally freaky and i tell you, i almost jumped out of mypoor skin when that stupid, no-brainer girl-with-black-poncho-covering-her girl APPEARED BEHIND ME. Wts. My heart was practically at my throat and I was holding sherry's hand so tightly I think she might burst before I do. But the Night Trail got all of us more bonded, and we realised that we were like, totally fortunate to have one another beside us to be frightened WITH us, to be there to give us an encouraging hug. So, even though it was scary, i have to admit that it was pretty sweet & enjoyable, too.
P.S. I only dislike the fact that one of the people in the murder is ME (they used my awesome name - BERNICE) and i got really freaked out that till today I still have nightmares.
We slept in the conference room (by then we got used to the smell) and I slept with EUNICE! Ok, that sounded wrong, but whatever, you guys get it. We talked and talked about the day (since we're in different groups). We didn't bother watching Step Up 'cos we were too exhausted. We didn't even eat our supper. So anyway, we used my sleeping bag as the bed & used Eunice's sleeping bag as the blanket. I think I kinda freezed her 'cos I have this really bad habit of snatching away blankets in the middle of the night. So, in the end, I gave her the blanket & used my jacket to cover my legs. ARGH, I tell you, it was extremely, superbly, COLD. Eunice's & my teeth were chattering like some bumble bee in the morning.
We did some PROFOUND feedback time after our morning lenient physical training. Oh, and like, Miss Lye appeared and gave us our golden nametag.I mean, I'm not trying to be modest about it, but really, it was nothing to be excited about, y'know, for starters, it wasn't even really gold-plated, many people have it, and -----------


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HELLO :D
it's great to meet ya'll, again [: !

So. Chinese, LA, History & Geography are finally OVER :DD Yeepy ya ya yeeeepy yeeepy yaa :D
ok fine sorry i'm lame. Anyway we're left with science & math. I'm scared for science :O I don't understand physics wts. Mr. Kaw said that we all did WELL for summary :D (You noticed it was WELL & not just a "everybody passed") & Jilaoshi said that she marked until my compo & so far nobody li ti :D But got alot of cuo bie zi ):

I just hope I have like fever/something on MONDAY :D So i can skip science & mathpaper2. I LOVE MUSICC :D these few days I've beeen listening to TAYLOR SWIFT <3>

I'd Lie

& I could tell you, his favourite colour's green.
He loves to argue, born on the 17th.
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes.
& You ask me if i love him, I'd lie.

Our Song

Our song is the slamming screen door,
sneaking out late,
tapping on your window.
When you're on the phone,
you talk real slow,
'cos it's late & your mama don't know.

Love Story

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone,
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince & i'll be the princess
it's a love story, baabyyy just say, yes.

So i sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cos we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes
let's keep this down for a little while
oh, oh ohhh
'cos you were romeo & i was a scarlet letter
& my daddy said stay away from juliet

i got tired of waiting,
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is...fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town

Picture to Burn
By the way, I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive
(then i forgot liao)



i don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine ;

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YOO LOVELY & FAITHFUL BERNICE'S BLOG READERS :D

I'm here with a post! Yeeepy yeeepy yay yay :DDD HAHAHHA it's been so long since i last posted. I miss my blog, so I'm here. My tagboard is currently dead. You noticed I used CURRENTLY 'cos after this probably people (esp. charmaine) will tag & go, "BERNICE, STOP BEING SO EGO." Yea you get the point :D! HAHHA. SO anywayy. Tomorrow's LA paper! :O :O I'm scaredd. Because,
#1. I don't know what to study.
#2. I suck @ Unseen (it's a fact - i've got evidence!)
#3. And after LA, it means that I'll have to take Geog & History. Which I'll just look at the paper & faint.

So. I've got nothing else to say. OHOH I CAN'T WAIT FOR CAMPP :D I remember last time i used to hate camps 'cos i'll get homesick & all, but now I LOVE CAMPS :D! See i've grown to be more mature & independent, YAY ME :DD

Ok. I think this post is LOONG ENOUGH & I shall wish all who reads this post (before the end of EOYs), MOST LUCK [:


tata!

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