
I will fight the good fight, I will run and finish the race, I will keep the faith and see God face to face.
title: I've been waiting and staring,
being innocent for probably a decade. In the long run I've always wanted you to be here. To be with me, clutching my hand as though I'm the only one in the world, to be together as one and laughing heartily with your silly jokes. Seeing others with their happiness, makes me look down at my empty heart. Songs have you constantly ringing in my mind, emails about you are yet so true. Why do I keep on palpitating when you set your eyes on me, it just ain't right. I should stop deceiving myself and get a life with someone else. But yet still you're ringing in my mind and I re-read our memories, as though they're a written book in my heart. It's time I stopped dreaming, and made something happen. It's just that, I'm not going to take the first move. I want a boyfriend, damnit. |
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