Life now is a series of confusion.
Crystallization of fabricated stories exaggerated from facts are carving a statue of hate and disillusion. Pity is a word that's non-existent in our pre-prep conversations, projection of anger are yet so prominently exposed.
Through experiences, I've understood that hurtful words are optimistically another perspective that people see you. I've received them before and gone through them through buried torrents of anger and blaming others, but have we actually thought of blaming ourselves instead?
Like, maybe if we could twig it and become someone else that people would love, would these tags be still roaming for the world to view? You can't blame people, really. Self-blaming ain't the perfect choice either. It's more of both parties. If people cannot accept who you are, then move along and find others who are more suitable to share your sense of humour and your way of life. After all, perfection isn't a heredity trait.
If you do not accept others comments and pass them off as a type of chagrin, you'll never become a better person with smiles that charm, laughter that attract and voices that lures people's imagination to a world that you've created. However hurtful they may be, it might be because one's mad and intolerant of your behaviour. Also, pitying is of no use if you do not instill a sense of justice and morals in yourself. I'm not taking sides, but instead learning on my own and sharing my points of view with all reading. Life's a learning journey; as the Chinese proverb goes, “活到老，学到老。”

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Phew! 2 down, 4 more to go. Hmm on the optimistic side... We're 1/3 done with our block tests! Not to brag and blow my (huge) trumpet, I've become an even more hardworking person this year. Don't you all think so, too? :D It's like I'm even completing worksheets that ain't graded. Last year I couldn't even cope with assignments, much less tuition homework. I think Eunice's a fantastic influence, *grins*. I bet she's being egotistic when she reads this.
I'm in Comp Lab 2 now while blogging, and they have new computers - LG! Wait, I think it's either I'm currently having deja-vu or I've used this computer before because just as I said it's "LG" (you know the one with the smiley face logo thing), I felt a sense of recognition.
I must be aging.
OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! <33! I've been waiting since Elizabeth told me that they showed, which was probably in Nov / Dec last year :O And now there are like stoopid block tests! Nonetheless, I'm snipping and pinching out bits of time, so I'm most probably going to watch it right after History block test. Reasons being:
#1. Chinese is next, I suck in Chinese and I cannot prepare for it.
#2. There are 2 weeks before the Chinese block test!
Yep, and so far only Eunice's going to watch with me, anybody else! :D Please leave a tag / sms me / tell me in school!

Well. Calligraphy is in 10 mins.
That's perfectly alright, for I simply adore Calligraphy. Yeees.

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