I didn't make anything happen.
You were the one that unfolded each mishappenings into a blank sheet of paper of our future and it made me realise that I don't want to spend my unforgettable secondary 2 life with you.
It's obvious that you're plain taking advantage of many people. I gave you a chance but you decided to ignore it with your own anger, well then it's your choice.
Your constant insults left me looking down and wondering if you're someone I should hang out with, as your friends I feel that I'm just someone who's permanently there for you, hands open, for you to fall back on. I've enough, it's time for you to reflect.

I thank all the people who've been there for me: Natalie, Eunice, Xing Ting, Kayla, Jincheng, Qianyi, Ying Yee, Yuanmei and etc (like those from calligraphy and my always active sms-ers)... Who've listened and encouraged me to go on. Life has been a crazy path of zig-zags and these are the people who're kicking away the obstacles, being my road workers and digging up the road to mend a straight path for me. Really, thank you for your invitations. Natalie, thank you for reading my endless MSN offline messages and replying them with that advisor tongue of yours :D Eunice, thank you for getting scolded with me (by Mr. Mac, which reminds me I hate history) when we're talking in high spirits and bitching, and I think what Yuanmei said is absolutely right, we're like machine guns. OH YEAH NAT GUESS WHAT, WE'RE BOTH JUST NON-HISTORY PEOPLE! I got back my results, hahah tell you on MSN! :D Nvm, we shall pursue something else! And not stupid history :DD I did worse than you! Argh but thanks to Eunice I've already 看得开 and am not sad anymore! Except for the fact that because of this I don't have another 50bucks! So all your birthday presents might have to ahem...buy fake ones. HAHAH NO LA KIDDING!!! ;)


Yes, I'm seeing. And you will watch. It's like both of us watching a spectrum of events circling round a clock, ticking away our past friendship into angsty, with only two of us as puzzled spectators, wondering why the people quarrelling on stage are exact duplicates of us.

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