No one told me I was going to find you


Child of God, ♥

I will fight the good fight, I will run and finish the race, I will keep the faith and see God face to face.


Affiliates, ♥
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C Clara! Clare! Clarice! Charmaine!
D Daphne! Dorothy!
E Elizabeth! Elissa! Estee! Eugene! Eugenia!
F Felicia Chin!
G Grace! Geraldine #1! Geraldine #2!
H Hilary! Huimin!
I Isaac!
J Jacob! Jasmine! Jek Jin! Jermaine&Adelle! Jermaine! Jia Yun! Jian Sheng! Jin Cheng! Jing Ren! Jing Wen! Joeline!
K Kayla! Kah Hui! Kah Hwee! Kylee!
L Lesley! Liki! Lingting! Linsha! Li Wei!
M Marissa! Ming En! Min Hui!
N Natalie! Natalie&me! NY PSL!
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P Phoebe!
Q Qian Yi!
R Rachel Tan! Rachel Teo! Rae! Rui Si!
S Shanna! Sherry! Shi Chen! Shi Jia! Shi Ying! Shin Yun! Si Ning! Si Yao! Stella!
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U
V Valerie! Vanessa! Vanice!
W Wei Min!
X Xiaoen! Xiu Yi!
Y Yang Jie! Yi Xuan! Yuan Mei! Yue Ling!
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# 209!


Thanks, ♥
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inspiration/colours: mintyapple
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title:
date: Saturday, January 31, 2009
time:6:57 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

May you stay healthy, joyful and forever sweet !
HOPE YOUR FINGER GETS WELL VERYY SOOOON !!!
& last but not least, may you have an awesome birthday! <33


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date: Sunday, January 25, 2009
time:10:23 AM
REPLIES TO YOUR AWESOME TAGS ARE HEREEE [:


I think I have not replied the tags through posting for a long time 'cos I almost forgot what I was supposed to type to make the box thing appear.

Clarice: HAHAHA sorry sorry! I've got it off :D WALAO EHH I AM VERY LOVABLE KAYY. What high chance, heh! D: hahah nah kidding. YEAH that's just wishful thinking on my part.

JianSheng: HEY! hahah thank you thank you the rings are so beautiful :D AND NO FAIR LORHHH. On youknowwho's blog links, your name got three hearts mine got two D: hahah nah kidding! GO MAKE RINGS WITH YOUKNOWWHO! [: but make sure you don't choose one that is nicer than mine :DD

Clarice: Woah so many tags from you - I feel so honoured :D haha! What's fb ? OHOH facebook! yeep I do have :D YAY OF COURSE I ROCKKK hahahha thank you thank youu!

RememberMe?: HELLOHELLO! yesss hahah I am bernice goh! YOUR NAME RINGS A BELL! But I can't quite picture how you look :x SORRYY I can picture like... 60% of you. It's like, 5 years ago! AND YOU CAN STILL REMEMBER MY SURNAME OMGOSH! I can't remember yours... WAIT YOU WERE A PREFECT RIGHT. Sorry sorry I'm ageing, my memory's failing me D: OHOH What's your blog url ?

Clarice: THANK YOUUU! hahah we all rock [: You're just obsessed with the wonderful us :D that's why you've gone crazyyy.

Weiyu: HELLOHELLO! hahahha ya lah ya lah BUT STILL I SAID THAT LIKE OMGOSH SO EMBARRASSINGG y'know! Stupid uncle D: of course we are chioo :D HAHHAHA nat's chio-er than me, though! HAHHAHAHA OMGOSH OMGOSH GUY'S ARSE HAHAHAAHAHAAH. Some more his arse not pretty one. Aiya Idk lah D: The camera man must be a pervert. YEP YEP I ATE THE MUDPIEE! (: very delicious! REALLY! I didn't feel thirsty... But I can't exactly remember aiyaa!


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date: Friday, January 23, 2009
time:9:20 PM
HELLOO!
YIPEE today I went out with NATALIEE!
We had loads of fun talking to teachers until Mr Woo (sp?) came out and shoo-ed us out as if we were dogs.
QI SI WO LEE!
And that was the first time that I talked to zhenglaoshi for so long :D haha!
Nat & I all act guai in front of herr [:
SOO WE SPENT LIKE 6HOURS TALKING. :D haha yees. talking.
She tells me about herself I tell her about myself.
AND WE TOOK LOADS OF PICTURES.
But I show you some only k 'cos I've got no energy to upload more.
And I shall save this for the last:
I HAVE MY COUPLE RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!
yay yay yay yay yay X1000000000! HAHA I HAVE IT!
It says Natalie *heart* Bernice!
And I became broke. But that's beside the point.

We took pictures at island creamery and the stupid machine is spoilt. ANYWAY WE MANAGED TO PRINT THREE :D One for the wall, one for nat & one for mee :D
NAT GAVE ME LOADS OF PRESENTS!!!
I love nat like super duper much omgosh I loveeeeeee her :D
SHE LOOKS SO PRETTY NOW.
REALLY LORHHH. She's so chio omgosh! [:
HAHAHA & she's still as hilarious as everr! (:

THIS IS MY RINGGGGGGG :D
I know the words are blur but it's nice righttt [: AND NAT WROTE MY NAME ON THE BOX THING! hahaha! See my hand so pretty.

THIS IS THE ONE WE DECORATED IN ISLAND CREAMERY. This is my copy :D HAHA!
IT IS AWESOME RIGHTTT. Of course man nat & I are born artists.

OUR HANDS TOGETHERRR with the SPECTACULAR rings :D OMGOSH THE RING THE RING IS BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLL.
and I am broke 'cos of the ring. BUT IT IS BEAUTIFULLL :D :D

This is the clean copy :D HAHA in my phone one.
We are so loving right, yeees. ;D

THESE ARE OUR RINGS TOGETHERR.
The super small size's nat's :D mine's the bigger one haha!
VERY NICE RIGHTT. k fine I know it's blur.


hahah anw before that weiyu & I went to Munch King's Queen's AND THE FOOD IS DELICIOUSSS! :D hahahah! altho the place is quite cramped. like small.
ANYWAY WE WERE LIKE THE ONLY CUSTOMER AT THAT TIMEE :D
So cooool y'know!
But because weiyu is scared of losing to a pro like me she doesn't want to play board games :D RIGHT WEIYUUU!
I AM GOING TO PLAY BADMINTON WITH NAT ONE DAY :D!
hahaha I tell you I rock at badminton kayy. IT IS THE ONLY SPORT THAT I CAN HIT BACKKK!!! :D
I can't even hit the tennis ball across the net ._.

OH OH MODERN DANCE ROCKKSS! nygh one I mean :D haha!
We should learn modern dancee this year :D like maybe sec1 - chinese dance, sec 2 - modern dance!
It's more meaningful that way.

I AM WEARING THE RING EVERY SECONDDD! Unless I need to bathe 'cos I don't want it to get wet. Y'know when nat & I saw each other we RAN to each other. So dramaticcc.
*tears start rolling down from your eyes*
Don't try to hide lor. I CAN BUY YOU TISSUE IF YOU WANT :D 'cos you are touched by our love for each other.

D'YOU KNOW THAT NAT IS IN ONE OF THE POSTERS FOR GIRLS BRIGADEE! She looks so adorable and adolescent back then :D like a lil' kid haha!

AIYA KAY LAH RONG XUAN I AM YOUR ANGELLLLL :D
please don't let me regret this.
MY NAME STARTS WITH A G! :D
'cos it's Goh Jun Ting, Bernice
HAHAHA so I wasn't lying k !
THIS YEAR 109 VERY VERY SMARTTTTTTTT.
guess so fast ._. heaps of them already know their angels.

BTWWW I KNOW NAT AND I ARE VERY CHIO THANK YOUUU [:
no need to say lah, I can read your minds alreadyyy hahhahahahaha !
Sorry sorry I want to post more but then my eyelids are droopinggg.
YOU CAN READ NAT'S BLOG :D
haha k bye, love you guys <3!


edit: OHOH y'know that weiyu and I took a bus to munchkingqueen's. I WANTED TO WALK BUT THEN SHE WENT TAKE BUS. and stella also went TAKE BUS. ._. okay so finee take bus. We decided to take one stop only 'cos weiyu said it was better to get off early then miss the stop.
SO WE PRESSED THE BELL. (quite last minute lah 'cos we were talking.)
AND THE STOOOOOOOPID UNCLEEE CLOSED THE DOOR 'COS IT WAS VERY CROWDED AND WE WERE TRYING TO SQUEEZE OUR WAY THROUGH. THE BUS DRIVER DIDN'T WAIT FOR US!!!
Some more at that time I've already tapped my ezlink. IS HE DEAF OR WHATTT. pluss I shouted, "UNCLE!" AND HE STILL SLAMMED THE DOOR SHUT IN MY FACEEE. (okay I exaggerated.)
Then so everyone was staring at us, some with pitying looks and some laughing. D:
SO EMBARRASSINGGG.
Between that stop and the next (we decided to get off at the next one) weiyu kept on exclaiming, "OMGOSH OMGOSH SO FARRRRR!" But actually it wasn't. It's 'cos we were hyperventilating.
Okay weiyu was. 'cos she's not as street smart as me hahahahhhaha nah just kidding! :D
Yeah so we walked.
AND LATER AFTER EATING I WENT TO THE TOILET OMGOSH THE TOILET IS VERY CLEAN. AND VERY MODERN.
The sink has a special shape.
YEAH THEN WE WALKED ALL THE WAY TO NYPS. WHICH IS LIKE SUPER DUPER LONGGGGG.


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date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009
time:10:31 PM
Hello hello, my name's Dibo, here's something you should know.
La la la la la la la, Dibooo~ Dibo Dibo Ding.

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo she's a little girl.
She lives in the deep blue sea with Ariel, the mermaid princess.
Ponyo ponyo ponyo she has a big tummy.
Lalala, we all love her.

YOUKNOW THE LA THING IS NOT GRADEDDDDDDDDD!!!
I spent so much efforttt on it and it's not *(!*&@#)(!&@#)( gradeddd ?!?!?!
DON'T SWEARR.

Oh y'know nowadays my brother likes to point his middle finger.
So I told him that if he did, the rest of the fingers would be pointing at him, which means that his middle "the best stuff" will be given away and the lousy stuff (the othe fingers) will be his. So he should stop flipping the finger.
He believed me.


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date: Thursday, January 15, 2009
time:10:05 PM
HELLO :D

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD.
I know you're worrying. So don't worry.

YOUKNOW I'VE GROWNNN.
To like 152cm :D okay actually I've grown like 2.2cm.
I WANT TO REACH 165cm!
You will, bernice!

My mortal said she knows who I am D:
THIS IS SO UNFAIRR.
I am not going to talk to her face-to-face anymore.
Oh yeah I still owe her a birthday present.

VOTE KAYY!
1) Keychain with her name :D (the one with the girl.)
2) Soft Toy :D (Don't know which one she likes, must ask her in the next letter.)
3) Keychain with her name :D (the one that I have on my pencilbox, but it's too ex lehh.)
Alright any other suggestions tag k.
OH OH YA BUDGET = $20 :D (or if possible below $10) EH MY OWN $ LEHH.
THANK YOU I LOVE YOU BYE!


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date: Friday, January 9, 2009
time:4:51 PM
The Suite Life of Zack & Cody is really lame but hilarious.
Here's a snippet from one of the episodes:
Cody: Have you seen my science textbook?
Zack: What does it look like?
Cody: Like yours, except it's open.

I think, no wait I'm sure I should stop blogging about my personal life. BECAUSE PEOPLE MIGHT GO GOOGLE BLOG SEARCH AND FIND ME AND MY JUICY SECRETS. (Eg. Josephine and Hilary. :D)
And also to avoid people like qianyi, minghui, weiyu smsing and calling me to find out who my crush is.
Josephine is the best psl leader! BENEFITS US. :D Yeah yeah josephine. SHE SAYS I'M ADORABLEEE :D (okay actually she said I'm cute, but cute means stupid but adorable so yeahhh I kind of excluded a word.)

Y'know minghui told me that if I sleep early I would grow.
So from today onwards I am going to bed at 8pm and if I still do not grow, I'm going to massacre minghui.

I DON'T WANT TO BE A GIRLLLLLLLLLL.
and I want my NRICCC D:
ooh I am finally authorised to read weiyu's blog :DD


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date: Tuesday, January 6, 2009
time:5:04 PM
So far school's cool. THERE'RE LIKE MANY PROJECTS but we're not starting on any yet so these few days have been quite slack. Except homework's piling in! Nothing that's graded has come up, but some loose worksheets here and there. Every teacher tells us that life in Sec2's going to be harder & more stressful D: Apparently it's 'cos there's streaming this year. BLEH, everyone's like already chosen their subject combination :O except for the incompetent me. I really don't know what to choosee! It's like everyone's taking triple science :x
The school ought to print out pages of info about subject comb. for us to read up on! Because I've been leaning on gossips about them. NO ONE TELL ME HOW I KNOW. Oh d'you know that every cca has started except for calligraphy :D I know we rock. AND CALLIGRAPHY DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A SINGLEE POSTERRRRRRRRRR. Don't even talk about the banner. I feel so zi bei everytime I see others.
I think sec2's pace is VERY FAST. Teacher no need intro already start on lessons :O Okay maybe that's 'cos we know them alr lah. But but I trying to relax and adapt to a new classroom leh. I cannot stand some naggy teachers; I SHALL BE A SAINT AND NOT MENTION THE NAMES. Ha, see I'm so kind.
Alrighty! I shall end here, it's a short post ya da ya da at least got efforrt :D
I want to do art now. I don't want to do the other homeworkk D:
OH I HAVE NO SYFFF D: I am going to cryy.


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date: Saturday, January 3, 2009
time:6:49 PM
I've ran and ran and then I stopped, because standing three feet away from me is a bottomless black pit.
I lifted my chin; I could see the bright and vibrant future ahead, but yet this damned hole is in my way. I decided to wait, afterall it'll close one day, at least that's what I believe.
After what seemed like eternity, I was still sitting on the bench, and by then I've already counted the number of lines of patterns on the handles, and cleaned the seat 69 times. I've resigned to my memory by plastering the picture of the dark gap in my mind, and painted graffiti on the wall. In my swift actions I find myself scrawling "I am not going to wait anymore" with thick red paint and then gasp, threw the can that with a rattled thud crashed onto the messily tiled floor.
Thereafter I stared into the earth shattering pit, and recalled the stories of people who attempted to jump over it, and in the end left their family members grieving. With meticulous measurements and a prayer to the Lord, I braced myself for the worst, wrote a quick letter to my family to tell them that I love them.
And with my stomach churning, I jumped, and landed safely, with poise, on the marble tinted floor. Success rang in my ears, shutting every other sound out. Everything here was perfect, I could see people smiling, I could see my future, I could see that things are changing for the better. I took out the piece of paper from my pocket, and without hesitation tore the piece of paper into halfs, then quaters, and finally into a million pieces.
This world's beautiful, just beautiful.

Instead of waiting and thinking that someday something exciting will happen that'll change your lives forever, why not take the risk, because you don't wait for changes.
You make those changes.
You open up opportunities because you can change the world.


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date:
time:4:53 PM
ohmygosh I miss dorothy.
SHE'S ONE OF MY GREATEST FRIENDS EVER.
yees dorothy shut up.
Idk why I'm getting random and hyped up about dorothy tan. It's been ages since I've talked to her, and although I've only spent 3 days of my life with her I've concluded that she's awesome.
She makes me laugh, she makes me enjoy life and I can still remember us sharing a plate of disgusting chicken rice.
I was in Cresent Girls' School back then, with Dorothy, one of the zaniest person I've ever met.

Until now I wonder, what life would be lined up for me if I just planted my butt in Crescent. Would I laugh to death with Dorothy, would I have the time of my life in Canoeing CCA.
It's not exactly about regrets, maybe more like trying out, feeling for myself, it fills me with wonder and awe.
People used to ask, and with pride I answered, "Crescent Girls."
Maybe they haven't heard of it, maybe they despised it but at least I said it with joy.

That was the first few days of 2008.


Now hey! Time flies, I'm in 2009.
Soon it's going to be 2010 and it's a cool year, just writing the date makes everything swim with pleasure.
Oh gosh, look at me! I've transformed.
Now, I'm a / an
#1. Senior
#2. Angel
#3. PSL
argh shiz I've forgotten what else I am now.
Yesterday was the first day of school! :D (that smile was plasted.)
Okay it was so-so we didn't have any lessons! (That was the good 80%)
The bad stuff - I'd rather not say them. (okay minghui knows, it's about the teachers.)

People are all posting about their expectations of themselves in their blogs, I think I'm going to talk about the DOs and DON'Ts.

Do
- Be devoted to calligraphy, probably the worst best cca ever.
- Show love and concern for everyone.
- Study. (You notice I didn't add "hard".)
- Listen in class.
- Get satisfying results.
- Hand up homework on time.
- Be a passionate PSL.
- CUT DOWN ON SMS-ES!

Don't
- Forget to hand up homework.
- Fool around.
- Hurt people's feelings.
- Use the comp / watch tv too much.
- Break the rules.

Okay forget it.
WHAT I HOPE TO ACHIEVEE!
- Stay in touch with Natalie, love one another and stay close as always [:
- Not to be to egotistic.
- Stop swearing (not even hell/heck. crap is allowed :D shiz is allowed. or shoots. ok shoots is better. no shiz!)
- UHMM... ALRIGHT FORGET IT.

So yesterday I helped out at the sec1 orientation!
105 IS COOPERATIVEE!
Kinda. I know 6 nypri people theree! [:
I first recognised Belle, then Alysha (sp?!)
HAHA I think we were too enthu :x
THE GAMES WERE FUNN LOR.

Okay I think I should just tell you who my crush is.
BUT YOU BETTER NOT GO. CHEYYY or ARE YOU MAD or WHATTHE~ (I can't swear!).
PROMISE FIRST BEFORE YOU CONTINUE READING HOR!
It's...
*drumrolls*!
THE GUY THAT GIVES OUT FLYERS AT THE NYGH BUS STOP!
DON'T don't don't break your promise :D!
Reasons: He's hot, has a killer smile and most importantly, is POLITEE!
He said thankyou when I took his flyer.
It's about the Munch Kings games-cafe thing. Between hwachong & shell / mobile gas station.
ANYONE WANT TO GO WITH MEE! :D




arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I miss natalie D:
I'm going to tell Mrs Wong that my couple ring is worn for religion purposes.
Natalie's a God and I love her.
So she must allow it.
I CANNOT STAND MYSELF MISSING NAT & DOROTHYYY!
I need a knife to kill myself before the yearning for them does it.


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