No one told me I was going to find you


Child of God, ♥

I will fight the good fight, I will run and finish the race, I will keep the faith and see God face to face.


Affiliates, ♥
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C Clara! Clare! Clarice! Charmaine!
D Daphne! Dorothy!
E Elizabeth! Elissa! Estee! Eugene! Eugenia!
F Felicia Chin!
G Grace! Geraldine #1! Geraldine #2!
H Hilary! Huimin!
I Isaac!
J Jacob! Jasmine! Jek Jin! Jermaine&Adelle! Jermaine! Jia Yun! Jian Sheng! Jin Cheng! Jing Ren! Jing Wen! Joeline!
K Kayla! Kah Hui! Kah Hwee! Kylee!
L Lesley! Liki! Lingting! Linsha! Li Wei!
M Marissa! Ming En! Min Hui!
N Natalie! Natalie&me! NY PSL!
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P Phoebe!
Q Qian Yi!
R Rachel Tan! Rachel Teo! Rae! Rui Si!
S Shanna! Sherry! Shi Chen! Shi Jia! Shi Ying! Shin Yun! Si Ning! Si Yao! Stella!
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U
V Valerie! Vanessa! Vanice!
W Wei Min!
X Xiaoen! Xiu Yi!
Y Yang Jie! Yi Xuan! Yuan Mei! Yue Ling!
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# 209!


Thanks, ♥
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inspiration/colours: mintyapple
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title:
date: Thursday, April 30, 2009
time:3:08 PM
WHOOOOOOOO CLAP FOR ME :D

I'm ultra happy 'cos I'm so OVER dance & into CALLIGRAPHY<333333! I've also changed my at the side thing to my love for calligraphy ! :D
It's really not an uncool cca lorh, to whoever that thinks it. IT'S COOL. And from now on I'll say with pride that I'm from NANYANG SHU FA <3!
& that I LOVE MY BATCHMATES A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!
Hope THE PRAWN SHELL COMES OUT!!!I DUN EVEN NOE WHETHER ITS INSIDE?! - YIYUN
Yiyun thinks that her body has swallowed the prawn shell & she feels SHARP and POKY in her lungs, her heart is VERY PAINFUL and she wants to DA BIAN (shit) so that the prawn shell comes out :DDD
ALL THANKS TO ONE SMALL TEENY WEENY PIECE OF PRAWN SHELL.
which she is NOT EVEN SURE if she swallowed it / not.

And she made xingting & I type in our wishlist to get the stupid prawn shell outta her body.
WHICH MAY NOT EVEN BE EXISTANT.
I told yiyun to go cough it out she don't want, tell her to shit it out she laugh laugh laugh then I told her skali she laughed it out and she laughed some more.
THEN SHE SAID THE PAIN WENT AWAY & SHE FELT BETTER :D
10 mins later she got paranoid AGAIN.


HAHAHAH OKAY BYEBYEEE <333
This post is dedicated to Ah Pang 'cos she wanted me to post.

<333333333333 EVERYONE FROM CALLIGRAPHYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!

Oh P.S. the taiwan thing is rescheduled to dec ): 'cos june no time le! BUT NEVER MIND WE ARE STILL GOING AS ONE LOVELY CCAAAAAAAAAA :DDDDDD
Are you jealoussssss? :D :D :D

OHH & CONGRATULATIONS TO NYSE FOR GETTING A GOLD! They played fantastically well :D hahahha see weiyu actually I wanted to dedicate this post just to calligraphy...but then I decided to include nyse too :D HAH SEE YUANMEI! I love you all so much :D hahahah and I'm sure you all love me, too! :DDDDDDD


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date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
time:4:47 PM
Friends, is it just another word to describe human beings or does it represent one's true relationship?

Friends don't emphasize on your failures. If you're a true friend, then you should know that you do not go around telling anyone who'd listen, boasting and making out your friend's unsuccessful attempt as jokes you deemed as hilarious, seizing this opportunity to gain interest from others'. You don't act sympathizing and ask your friend about her obvious upset failures, instead you fake ignorance and steer her focus onto a cheerful subject. That's what friends are for. You don't shoot your glib tongue with words of sooth and feel your heart glide inside you. You give words of encouragement to boost her confidence and guide her step by step onto her mission to success.

You're not my friend, and will never be. You're filling yourself with opaque broken shards of glass, and then cheating yourself because glass is transparent. Your fake nonchalant gestures used to move me and had given me a mutual trust which I strongly believed, but now your transparency enabled me to see you crystal clearly and know that beneath all those hugs, you're just another human being who taught me the negative side of life.

Friends, they don't need you to shed crocodile tears, all they yearn for is your constant support and never failing trust in them. They have you to be their magician, to change their misfortunes into successes, to flip their downturns into little brinks of smiles and then slowly wide broad grins into finally guffaws of laughter. Even when their day is horribly rotten, they know you'll be there with a tissue or a leaning shoulder and their trust in you, engraved onto something invisible --- friendship.



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date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
time:10:09 PM
Lame is something we call people who come up with jokes that are funny, but in a pre-schooler kinda thinking.
Not when it pierces somebody's heart. Not when it ain't funny, instead it creates an air of stillness. Not when you're the only one laughing.
It gets annoying, when you make an obvious desperate attempt to act nonchalant and cool, but still you're not up to it. You're not a comedian who leaves the audience awe-stricken.
And will never be.
Insults are never hilarious, it never lightens a person's mood. Teasing is enjoyable, when it's functioning two-way. Know the difference, for you'll never succeed in planting smiles onto people's faces and will only end up being alone.
You aren't cool by retorting with lame remarks.
You're being stupid, and to everyone it's a type of chagrin, which others will stare and snicker, leaving trails of hard-core gossips imprinted with black footprints of hatred behind.


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title:
date: Sunday, April 19, 2009
time:7:13 PM
Balloons inflated with sorrow burst;
Gold made with happiness came pouring down instead, like infinite droplets of smiles embroidered within.

My mood's slightly better (:D) so I'm replying tags! I know it's been decades since I last replied (._.) yea yea SORRY MANXZXZX (D:) !

Here goes:


NAT: HEYY! Hahahahha okay I shall join Taek one day... :D And maybe next time if you're being bullied I'll be there to KEE-CHAAA the person! :DD

JC: hahahhahah thanks for saying that my blog is "chim", but it's not la! :D Just very wishy-washy... :x I NEVER DAO YOU D:

Kayla: Sorry, you've got to ask the pro to translate - minghui :D

Jasmine: HAHAHA YES I LOVE YOUUU <33

JC: hahahah you ARE forceful, and THANKS FOR SAYING THAT I'M CUTE :D

weiyu: YEAHH hahahah! thanks soo much! good luck for math (since you don't have chinese, humpf) ! :D

eliz!: relinked :D

Rae: hahahah yeahhh it's so funnayye! :D I read and felt like, omgosh so poor thing... until I read the last line .__.

yuanmei: It's Chicken Soup for the Soul :D Teenage one!

Kayla: HAHAHAH DARLINGGG, ALFRED IS SHUAI OKAY :D

JIANSHENG: hahahaahahah I'm fine, thank you! HAHAHA TRICKED BY MY STORY!!! How can lah, I'm not so daring to say who I love so deeply for the public :D hahaha lucky you got such a good girlfriend to rescue you! :D HAHAHA relinked le lah! yep meeting on 16 may already :D

natalie!: hahahha yes I agree he's VERY blur :D THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT I ROCK! <33333

weiyu: HIS NAME IS ALFRED :D ain't he just lovelyyyyyyyyyyyy <3 WHAT HE'S NOT HOT??? COMEON I KNOW YOUR TASTE AIN'T THAT BAD!!! hahaha :D

JianSheng: I shall reply the same way as you do... haha... thanks for your offer... yes... you and natalie have both helped me to relieve my anger... I agree... they are losers...

natalie!: yepp thanks!! :D

Kah Hwee: hahaha thanks for tagging, nice to meet ya! :D sorry about the auntie thing :x NAT'S FAULT LAH hahahha no lah kidding! ;)

yuanmei: thanks for tagging! :D

XINGTING!: hellooooo darling! :D hahaha.

eunice: OMGOSH YOU TAGGED!!!!!!! :D hahahaha very happy to receive your tags! :D must tag more okayyy :D

Kayla: HE IS NOT SHORT OMGOSH KAYLA ! (I don't like L___'s nose =P)

weiyu: NO OF COURSE YOU'RE NOT A CLOSET MUGGER!!! you are my TRUE friend <33333! just some others... y'know (; I'M NOT TELLING NA NA NI PU PU!

natalie!: I MISS YOU LOADS!! YOU ALWAYS CHEER ME UP TOOO <333 hahahhaha we always think so far :D (P.S. have you & js decided on your son's name ;O I HAVE! :D)

Charmaine: WOAH YOU'RE ANOTHER WHO VERY LONG NEVER TAG! hahahahah thank youuuuuuuu so much!!! :D aiya first is impossible! hahahha :D I get consolation alr very happy okayy! :D

weiyu: HAHAH YES MY BLOG SONG IS VERY NICE!

Wan Lin: hahahhaha thank you for tagging ! :D yeaaa FIRST time win mah, of course must make it big and thank everyone :D thanks, you jiayou too! GET FIRST EVERYTIME HAHAHAH :D

weiyu: woahhh... visiting just to hear the song? AWW MAN <3 how sweet of you! :D visit more visit more! I should go put those counter thing... and soon there'll be like hundreds of thousands 'cos you keep on coming :D

natalie!: SURE!! :D hope that I'll get it before 16 may then I bring to let you hold! CAN EVEN POSE WITH IT :DD hahahh I'm SUREEE you'll win many more prizes! after all you are proooo <333

LOW SHIN YUN: HHAAHAHAAH YES YES YES !!! THANK YOUUUUUUUU <3333333! :D

moky: OH PS PS SORRY!!! >< the name isn't in order of who I like... it's random!! :D AT LEAST YOUR NAME IS UP THERE! :D hahhahha yeah I should put you in front of Lagoon... (later people think that I love siao people a lot :D) DON'T WORRY, I'M SURE YOU'LL WIN LOTS OF PRIZES IN YEARS TO COME! ;D

LOW SHIN YUN: hahahaha okayyy! No wonder... I was wondering what moky was talking about :x



OHMYHOLY. SO MANY TAGS!
you guys killed me man.
NEVERTHELESS THANK YOUUU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR LOVELY TAGS!
had a great time reading them!
(but not so great time replying)
KIDDING :D

<3333333333333


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title:
date: Saturday, April 18, 2009
time:3:01 PM
TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
Okay maybe not the best, but definitely one of the best!

I WON A CALLIGRAPHY PRIZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
Since P3 until now, I haven't won anything. And I'm not kidding.
Although it's only consolation (eh don't think lowly of it okay, consolation very hard to get one y'know!), I'm still very happy!
When my name appeared on the screen I went like, OMGOSH!!! YAY YAY YAY! :D
And then the announcer also went, "Wu Jun Ting!"
Okay I know I am very boastful and haolian la. But it's worth the celebration! I even called my dad when he's in China ._.
But right, the prize giving ceremony wasn't today, it's don'tknowwhen. SO I DON'T HAVE MY TROPHY YETTTTT D: very saddening. But it's alright! :D

Today's achievement was all thanks to the following people:
  • GOD! (I prayed to Him and He made my paths beautiful, 'cos He enabled me to win!
  • WU LA LA LAO SHI~~! For being forever encouraging and never failing to make me feel good with her smile, for all her wonderful techniques that crafted today! <3
  • All my calligraphy batchmates: Mei Juan, Xing Ting, Yi Yun, Yue Min, Wan Lin, Shin Yun & Xiao Chou, for being forever encouraging & saying that I've improved & that I'm pro! hahahahaahahahaha you guys are the best! Also, helping me when I was rushing my tikuan! <3333333
  • Zhuo Lao Shi! For being encouraging and constantly saying that I've improved! <3
  • Fo Guang Shan Judges, for thinking that my words rock & allowing me to win! :D
  • My family members! For not giving up on me and always waiting for today, knowing that I'll succeed! <3
  • My friends for always loving me! <3

Did I miss out anyone... :x?
If I did must tell me hor! :D
I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY ! THANK YOU ALLLLLL <3!>

OKAY BYEBYEEEEEE <33!

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
not with your understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He shall make your paths straight.
:)



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title:
date: Tuesday, April 14, 2009
time:7:41 PM
Blogger is a place where I can rant and not scramble for words to fit in those empty spaces. I've been talking to crazy Xing Ting these times and I've realised that they're many similarities between us.
I miss primary school.
Although then I've always looked forward and waited impatiently for secondary school, the eagerness to start anew was boiling up inside me each day. But then, I found myself heading towards Nanyang, a small dim lamp in the bright spotlight of dreams.
Suddenly, I became more of a robot. I never had my own ideas anymore, instead everything's blur, there are no crystallization of outings, lies filled the room of liars.
Closet muggers loomed and they made you feel inferior, non-closet muggers were innocently classified, too. Torrents of pity sometimes emerge, but many a time you get engrossed in the overflowing gossip that you forget what it's like to be young again, and not in this drastic working life which we are facing 10 years earlier.
I've been acting like a geek, studying and being kiasu, shamelessly selfish at times, too. At times I feel my mind wondering... Will we continuously sharpen and polish our acting skills to the extent that we forget who we were, who we used to be? Will we forget the incidents that made us tumble with laughter, or was smiling only existant when you were the top in class?

I've always told my mum that studying ain't a neccessity, as what if you've been studying for your 10 years since you've been born, working aimlessly for your PSLE...but omninously a tragic disaster escaped and you're gone. What use is that 10 years of studying, without having a taste of the WII or LAN?

I know I should be studying History, since I haven't even memorized anything and stop fooling around with my "husband" (aka laptop :D), but today I felt an incontrollable sense of urge to blog. Oh hell, I'm sure I'm gonna flunk History.

I miss Natalie oh-so much! D: Nowadays memories of Natalie came back to me... Like the time I wrote her surname wrongly in my xi zi, and she's always inhesitant to come straight up to me and see what I was doing, instead of just being shy & all. Nat's really the bestest friend ever!!! <333333 I can't wait for her wedding (;


I should change from saying "I miss primary school" to
I miss my true friends.


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date: Friday, April 3, 2009
time:3:01 PM
I utterly detest disgraceful copycats.
People who rip without lining credits, people who pretend that they're the inventor with ideas full of creativity and fantasy when they plainly duplicated others' works and named it "My Own".
I have tolerance for patience, sorry to mention and drown your uplifted spirits. You want to use metaphors like I do? OH YEAH HOW SMART OF YOU TO SPIT IT RIGHT IN MY FACE. Every blood vessel in my body is squirming and boiling with vengeance, indescribable levels of anger and discrimination of you.
If you think that you have the damned brains to read this, which I think you do everyday to make your posts seem so alike to me the professional, please turn away from being such a ignorant brat, change your way of posting to the way it used to be.
You are nothing but a gigantic copycat who never fails to jump on an opportunity to snatch and photostat for pleasure, a selfish actress who never paused to think who you had been treading on all these while when you were plain downright copying. You always claim that you're being bullied, and pity falls on you like infinite droplets of rainfall, but have you ever thought about those that you had been sacrificing?
YOU ARE NOT A PRO - COPYING NEVER REQUIRES TALENT. If you have the guts to show to the whole world that you're not somebody whom people ought to respect, please I'm begging you be who you were, or if I take drastic action, forgive me.

I'm not hesitant to point you out, if you need the guidance.
For your dearest information, a copycat never gets recognised. That's probably why people all see through and pin-point your bad qualities, after all you're too transparent and busy ripping.


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title:
date: Thursday, April 2, 2009
time:2:58 PM
Life now is a series of confusion.
Crystallization of fabricated stories exaggerated from facts are carving a statue of hate and disillusion. Pity is a word that's non-existent in our pre-prep conversations, projection of anger are yet so prominently exposed.
Through experiences, I've understood that hurtful words are optimistically another perspective that people see you. I've received them before and gone through them through buried torrents of anger and blaming others, but have we actually thought of blaming ourselves instead?
Like, maybe if we could twig it and become someone else that people would love, would these tags be still roaming for the world to view? You can't blame people, really. Self-blaming ain't the perfect choice either. It's more of both parties. If people cannot accept who you are, then move along and find others who are more suitable to share your sense of humour and your way of life. After all, perfection isn't a heredity trait.
If you do not accept others comments and pass them off as a type of chagrin, you'll never become a better person with smiles that charm, laughter that attract and voices that lures people's imagination to a world that you've created. However hurtful they may be, it might be because one's mad and intolerant of your behaviour. Also, pitying is of no use if you do not instill a sense of justice and morals in yourself. I'm not taking sides, but instead learning on my own and sharing my points of view with all reading. Life's a learning journey; as the Chinese proverb goes, “活到老,学到老。”

-xx-

Phew! 2 down, 4 more to go. Hmm on the optimistic side... We're 1/3 done with our block tests! Not to brag and blow my (huge) trumpet, I've become an even more hardworking person this year. Don't you all think so, too? :D It's like I'm even completing worksheets that ain't graded. Last year I couldn't even cope with assignments, much less tuition homework. I think Eunice's a fantastic influence, *grins*. I bet she's being egotistic when she reads this.
I'm in Comp Lab 2 now while blogging, and they have new computers - LG! Wait, I think it's either I'm currently having deja-vu or I've used this computer before because just as I said it's "LG" (you know the one with the smiley face logo thing), I felt a sense of recognition.
I must be aging.
OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! <33! I've been waiting since Elizabeth told me that they showed, which was probably in Nov / Dec last year :O And now there are like stoopid block tests! Nonetheless, I'm snipping and pinching out bits of time, so I'm most probably going to watch it right after History block test. Reasons being:
#1. Chinese is next, I suck in Chinese and I cannot prepare for it.
#2. There are 2 weeks before the Chinese block test!
Yep, and so far only Eunice's going to watch with me, anybody else! :D Please leave a tag / sms me / tell me in school!

Well. Calligraphy is in 10 mins.
That's perfectly alright, for I simply adore Calligraphy. Yeees.


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