SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!! D:
I want to cut! Short hair bangs <3

Eunice's cutting too! Ahhhhhh! Wanna cut wanna cut wanna cut!
But I'll miss my old hairstyle.
OKAY LEAVEEE A TAG, TELL ME IF I SHOULD CUT! I will start to reply tags on my tagboard now, 'cos I'm too lazyyy to reply here! BUT DON'T WORRY ALL YOUR TAGS ARE CHERISHED! <3

If I cut I will post pictures okay :D
Toodles!

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We create fate,
we make fate happen for us.

Flipping of coins, self-deceiving of lies upon lies. Each time you mouth your words of praise for her is as though throwing of a book onto my head, forcing me to fall, shattered once again. Surrender, telling me that I can't measure up, I'll never be the reason you get up each morning, because happy endings end with another path of closure enhanced with greater sorrows.

Get real, bernice.

I WISH EUNICE<3 & KAYLA<3 BON VOYAGE! & May she have a very happy holiday!
HAVE FUN SHOPPING LIKE CRAZYYYYYYYYAE DEAREST! Will miss you loads & loads! Take care of your health while you're there okay! :D HOPE YOU CAN FIND WHAT YOU WANT!!!
Have the time of your lives, and don't forget to miss me <3

P.S. Kayla you will have a fun time, don't let _________ get you down! :D ENJOY YOURSELF! <3

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I have two sabbats:
#1. Food Chemistry
#2. Chinese Lyrics Writing

If you weighed the pros & cons, my sabbats (although they are the two most-wanted) ain't much different from yours. They're equally boring with bone-dry lectures included in the package of "fun", but what matters is whether you can twist it and get out of that slackish shell to enjoy the last week of school.
Chinese lyrics writing is FUN mannn! <3
Especially when you have deskmates full of crap like: Eunice, Yuanmei & Jermaine. I shall save the best for the last, which was the lyrics that we racked our brain to come up with. For a person who can't speak / write Chinese Characters to save myself, I count on the super smart Eunice for words that rhyme and Yuanmei for the crazy ideas she can so easily craft. Tragically, the act pro instructor who can't sing or play the guitar remembers my name. Every lesson he would yell at me to shoot out his verbal threatening - me sitting at the front, alone. I would shut up, for I love the company of my loved ones.

We're supposed to write out lyrics based on a picture, first think of a title then pen out your lyrics. As it turned out, Eunice & I were gossiping while laughing with Yuanmei about our simply horrendous and riduiculous lyrics.

Alright, drumrolllllls people, here's our lyrics. I give you the not-so stomach tumbling one first.
Ladies & Gentlemen, I present to you - 求婚。

雨啪嗒啪嗒地掉落下来
你对我表达你的爱
你说，嫁给我吧
可你的最爱还是你妈

你的戒指又老又土
你还叫我洗衣服？！
我不要变成黄脸婆
每天替你脚按摩！

If you want to sing it along with the tune of Happy Birthday, here's the exact lyrics. The first four lines is one happybirthday, and the next four is another happybirthday.

雨啪嗒地掉下来
你对我表达你的爱
你说，嫁给我吧
可你最爱你妈

你戒指又老又土
你还叫我洗衣服？！
我不要变成黄脸婆
每天替你按摩！

歌词：Eunice, Yuanmei, Jermaine & Bernice.

Now, Ladies & Gentlemen, Boys & Girls, I proudly bring to you -


歌词：Yuanmei, Eunice, Bernice.

A round of applause for these wonderful lyricist, thankyouthankyouthankyou!

-xx-

Today I watched my eleven year old brother sling his Hush Puppies bag across his shoulder carelessly, not noticing how he carried himself. I pointed out to him that he slung it the wrong way, the back facing out - a hideous sight. He shrugged off my criticism and ran to the car, going to his piano lesson, with long socks and shirt tucked in.
His alleviating disregard to the fact that he was uncool stilled me, and then a surge of envy overpowered every vessel in my body. He does not bother about the necessities he must carry out to have I'm Cool tattooed onto his forehead, as compared to the countless efforts of every other kid in the world who's searching desperately for the stamp of being noticed etched onto his heart, to sooth it with so much as a flicker of glance from the King of the Gang upon his direction.
It makes me think, have you guys ever paused to ponder, why we fold our socks to enable the visibility of our ankles; the lowering of our strapped backpacks; or the language we're supposed to use to show off our credibility... Is it for recognition, or is it to deceive ourselves, to make us believe that we're being recognised?

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I AM SO HAPPY I FOUND LOVE STORY MEETS VIVA LA VIDA ON IMEEM :D
So now you guys don't have to mute your comps when you visit my blog 'cos this song is simply brilliant, the sort of music that stops you dead and demand that you listen. It's music that soothes, relaxes and inspires all the same. A melodious & fabulous piece of art, created only by hands of a genuine musician.
Something original, magical and beautiful, never imagined as possible. But yet here it is playing on my blog while you read my awesome posts, so you'll be a dweeb if you don't do so much as to turn your volume up! :D

& on a sidenote, I changed my blogskin! (Like finally.)

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Do you believe in love at first sight,
or do I have to walk past you again?


Credits: Isaac

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I AM VERY HAPPYYYYYYYYYZXZXZXXZXZXZX !

#1. Wednesday was a very very very very very very fun day with Eunice & Charmaine !
We've all realised that we love the same type of guys, we love the same type of clothes (aka we have VERY GOOD fashion sense hahaha), we can finish each others' sentences, we have all the exact same thoughts except that none of us wants to voice it out for we're afraid of critisicm.
AND AND AND WE'VE GOT A LOT OF THINGS THAT WE WANNA BUY!!! Charm got a very e-x-pensive wallet ! HHHAHAHAH we were teaching her how to walk bimbo-ly and flashing the wallet with the BIG BIG brand so that everyone can see wahahhahahha so show off!
AND AND AND !!! Youknow we all wanna buy a $69.00 belt! & a $55.80 dress! :D And a lot of other things! We spent a VERY LONG time at TAKA <3 ! Then we were all talking about being taitais & being rich & going into Hermes with the whole shop to yourself. We talk & talk & talk & eat the exact same food for lunch with the omgosh oh-so delicious Ichigo Bliss (frozen strawberry!)
AND WE ARE LIKE OMGOSH TALKING ABOUT STUFF THAT WOULD BE CLAIMED AS DISGUSTING AND EMBARRASSING TO OTHERS BUT US! We can click so well hee hee! & Y'know the stoopid Adidas person was like giving us dagger stares D: 'cos I think we (okay maybe only me) talk very very loudly in the changing room! WE THREE PEOPLE SHARE ONE! && we go to taka kids y'know! My recommendation, because there the stuff are inexpensive and we're like wearing XL / L size omgoshhhhhh ! hahahaahahahah!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ YOU CHARM & EUNICEEEE!!!
(Just now write eunice first then charm, now write charm first then eunice - see I very fair okay!)

#2. I ATE A LOT TODAY! Okay actually that is very fattening. Recess, spaghetti from Muslim Stall! Lunch, Ferrero Rocher. Before CCA, gan lao la mian, icecream yogurt, hamburger & poky! During cca, icecream yogurt.
I must have gained at least 5kg.

#3. I passed every subject for my CA! & somethingsomethingsomething which I'm sure Eunice knows about my LA ! :D hahahhahahah & grats to her for somethingsomethingsomething too! Don't wanna sound so ego here! kk nexttt!

#4. I LOVE MY CCA MATES LAHH OMGOSH! Today CCA's soo fun! We share everybody's icecreamyogurt thing thing. AND WE DREW XIAO JI! & ah pang was thinking sick & talking about prostitutes.

#5. YESTERDAY WAS SPORTS MEET! & we camwhor-red A LOT ;D hahahha! cam-whoring is funnnnnn ! <333333
Got very beautiful pics with amazing scenery (credits to Stella Tay Xin-Ya) of me, eunice & charm! :D THE BESTEST FRIENDS WHOOHOO ~~~ Okay and I was quite sad 'cos I find somebody but guess no yuan fen bah D: and hahahha charm got A LOT of suitors yeahh!!! SO MANY PEOPLE CALL AND GO, HEY BABE MY FRIENDS WANT TO LOOK AT YOUR PRETTYYYYY FACE! Then we counted - she got 7 guys who like her! We were saying 7, one guy one day, gang gang hao enough for one week! :D hahahahhaha &&& the mornings are for us good friends! :D hahahahahhh!
(I think charm is gonna massacre me once she sees all these)

#6. TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND NEXT WEEK IS SABBATS!!! AFTER WHICH IT'S HOLS!!! Goodbye hectic stupid school life, helloooooooohhhhh hols, now we're talking ! OH TMR I'M GONNA WATCH THIS SHAOLIN THING AT ESPLANADEEE. Apparently my dad said it's entertaining and powerful ._. ARGHH!

#7. I;m going to FOA with ah pang !!! <3333333333333333333333333333333333





BYEBYE PEOPLE I LOVE YOU ALL FOR READING & I LOVE EVERYBODY OUT THERE & MAY UNFORTUNATE PEOPLE MEET WONDERFUL CHANGES IN THEIR LIVES SO THAT THEY CAN LIVE HAPPILY LIKE MEEEEEEEEE!

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I LOST MY WALLET WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Okay I didn't lose it.
I was forgetful & left it on the stupid toilet roll cover.
AND I WAS VERY SAD (see the was!) 'COS ALL MY MONEY INSIDE WAS THE AWARDS FOR STUDYING HARD FOR MY BLOCKTEST!!! (*@#&(!*&@#()!*@&#()!@*&#
But I said I WAS sad 'cos my dad promised to buy me stuff that's worth $150 to make up for it!
Initially he was very angry lah, but then he admitted that when he was a boy he lost his wallet too! And he lost a FEW hundred dollars!!! AND LAST TIME A FEW HUNDRED DOLLARS A LOT OF MONEY LORH!

Okay anyway I need to thank A LOT of people for encouraging me & allowing me to say this happily ! :
CHARMAINE, NATALIE, EUNICE, JIANSHENG, KAHHWEE, XINGTING! <333333333333333333333333333
At first right, when Jiansheng smsed I thought it was the Security Guard that I gave my hp no. to, and he smsed me to tell me that he found my wallet ._. 'Cos I don't have js's no. mah!!!
AIYOO. Then I see the first sentence, "this is jiansheng" or smth like that and then I felt soo sad D:
hahahhaha but now I'm very fine & happy & well!!!
YOUKNOW CHARMAINE RAN UP & DOWN THE WHOLE PLACE JUST TO FIND MY WALLET WHICH WAS ALREADY STOLEN D: And nat & kh & js waited outside the cinema for meeeeeeeee!!! I think they missed part of their show! & then I made them soo worried!!!
I feeel so bad omgosh D:

AND YOUKNOW JS & KH YOU GUYS ARE GIANTS. Charm was like, "omgosh so tall so tall so tall!" into my ear ._.

-xx-

Yes, I told everyone about your Chemistry 'O' Levels. Is there something wrong with telling?
I mean, since you openly told everyone that I won "CONSOLATION" for my Calligraphy Competition and even dragged the word consolation, smiling while you said it, thinking it's funny. Is it?

You think you're doing a lot by doing things last minute, remembering the bits & pieces of research that you scrumbled, and then completely forgetting the time when Jincheng had to do the whole Culture Project, with just a little bit of my & weiyu's help while you send a simple sms with THREE sorrys. Remember, Chem SIA, too?

You told weiyu that I thought you were Superwoman when I asked you to do a lot of things for our Math SIA in one night. Is that my fault, when I told you to do Hash Function research since hmm... 4 /5 weeks ago? If you do not recall, I DID, because I saw Hash Function displayed in your wallpaper from your notes.
Remember, you even showed me and laughed, "hahah I put there so long haven't do yet."

I'm really sorry for saying all these in PUBLIC, but since you want me to admit about the chem o levels thing in YOUR BLOG, I shall. HERE, in MY BLOG.
Idk how I'm gonna work with you for Drama, but whatthehell I don't care.

By the way, just for you to note, I left BMW-J because of you.
Solely.
And btw, you don't know how much you should treasure Jincheng. She really treats you as a true friend, so please stop calling her sotong when it's NOT hilarious because she's hurt, very very very. Even though she did not tell me, it was prominently displayed on her face.


THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

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Jon Schmidt is my new idol !
Byebye Zac Efron, you're a loser anyway. JON SCHMIDT <333333!
He's a wonderful musician, he sure has the talent from God which I failed to hold. Ah well, at least we get to appreciate and enjoy his amazing works of art!
I MEAN LIKE OMGOSH LAH HE ARRANGED A PIECE WHICH JOINS VIVA LA VIDA & LOVE STORY ALL TOGETHER! & the product is not some kind of act pro musician trying to impress nobody with a sucky piece of ear-deafening music but actually something soothing to hear & beautifully melodious, which is a crave for everyone!

Thanks so much Charmaine, for uploading it on your blog!
I think it's my 16th time repeating it. OHWELL. I'm sick & blogging. I love the part where Schmidt goes wham wham wham and the chords tumble out, his veins shooting out and his fingers pumping like angsty omgosh that hot-firing moment is astonishing and breath-taking!!! I LOVE JON SCHMIDT LAHHHHHHH!

Okay I should go back to sleep.
(I didn't go to school today! ;D)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR HIS MUSIC SCORES AHHHHH!!! But I know I won't be able to play it, since even after I've prayed to be musically inclined every night I still can't differentiate keys so.
Forget it.
BUT I WANNA TRYYY!!! Which I will give up, who wanna bet.

OHHHHH I SHALL END OFF ON A HAPPY NOTE!
I PASSED CHINESEEEEEEEEEE !!! :DDDDDD
First time since my sec school life. I'm not kidding.
Thanks Lady Luck! <3

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How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I'm standing taking every breath,
With you,
You're the only one who really knew me,
At all.


How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave,
Cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
And even shared the tears,
You're the only one who really knew me at all.


So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
If you're coming back to me it's against all odds,
And that's what I've got to face.


-xx-


I've learned to stop clinging on to the past, combing it for clues of successes, flashing a smile as you relate them to strangers. No one would look at you with recognition, for what they crave for is the present and your ability to seize their favour for you.
My love for you was noticed and retaliated when I was barely able to talk, you were the decision I made in life, which was to walk in your footsteps and become somebody majoring in you. I can't swallow watching you walk away with some people that does not deserve you, that has no respect for you and what you are. You can't leave, but maybe I'm just not your match, just the second card left on the shelve of the deserted aisle, waiting and rotting while watching you gleam with pleasure, jealousy seething through the rest of us, because we're not as good as you in your amazing talent of sucking up, thus gaining the spotlight from your backstabbing supporters.


I'm treading on egg shells; walking on tight rope. It's as though I'm clinging on to a thin frailed branch, hanging over a twenty-thousand feet cliff, patiently waiting for the time when I'll fall and become someone forgetten, someone from the past, unrecognised.

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I didn't make anything happen.
You were the one that unfolded each mishappenings into a blank sheet of paper of our future and it made me realise that I don't want to spend my unforgettable secondary 2 life with you.
It's obvious that you're plain taking advantage of many people. I gave you a chance but you decided to ignore it with your own anger, well then it's your choice.
Your constant insults left me looking down and wondering if you're someone I should hang out with, as your friends I feel that I'm just someone who's permanently there for you, hands open, for you to fall back on. I've enough, it's time for you to reflect.

I thank all the people who've been there for me: Natalie, Eunice, Xing Ting, Kayla, Jincheng, Qianyi, Ying Yee, Yuanmei and etc (like those from calligraphy and my always active sms-ers)... Who've listened and encouraged me to go on. Life has been a crazy path of zig-zags and these are the people who're kicking away the obstacles, being my road workers and digging up the road to mend a straight path for me. Really, thank you for your invitations. Natalie, thank you for reading my endless MSN offline messages and replying them with that advisor tongue of yours :D Eunice, thank you for getting scolded with me (by Mr. Mac, which reminds me I hate history) when we're talking in high spirits and bitching, and I think what Yuanmei said is absolutely right, we're like machine guns. OH YEAH NAT GUESS WHAT, WE'RE BOTH JUST NON-HISTORY PEOPLE! I got back my results, hahah tell you on MSN! :D Nvm, we shall pursue something else! And not stupid history :DD I did worse than you! Argh but thanks to Eunice I've already 看得开 and am not sad anymore! Except for the fact that because of this I don't have another 50bucks! So all your birthday presents might have to ahem...buy fake ones. HAHAH NO LA KIDDING!!! ;)


Yes, I'm seeing. And you will watch. It's like both of us watching a spectrum of events circling round a clock, ticking away our past friendship into angsty, with only two of us as puzzled spectators, wondering why the people quarrelling on stage are exact duplicates of us.

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hahaha I'm posting so often now! & still not replying tags. AIYA I SEE THE LOT I ALREADY WANT TO FAINT ALREADY!

Anyway I just wanted to let you guys try smth! OHHHH I'M SO EXCITED JUST THINKING ABOUT IT! okay okay if you want to know how much you like a person (I'm getting loads of spelling errors here and I have to keep on backspace-ing 'cos I'm so excited that I'm typing super duper fast), ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CUT 10 STRIPS OF PAPER, WRITE 1, 2, AND SO ON UP TILL 10 ON ALL THOSE PAPERS, then you MIX THEM UP, and then you keep on saying that person's name in your mind and picture him/her AND YOU PICK ONEEE! (out of the 10)
ANDDDDDD IT WILL TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU LIKE THE PERSON! (of course with 10 being the most liked) :DD
ANDD YOU KNOW WHO'S THE ONE AND ONLY WHO GOT 10 FOR ME?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
I'm totally telling the TRUTH here okay! T-R-U-T-H!

It's the guy that I like a lot!
Okayyyy I knoww I've been saying that I like a lot of guys ._. But this one you all know since day one :D
Clue: He has hair like Mas Selamat. (yeah youknowwho peeps)
HE GOT 10 !!! OMGOSHH MY REACTION WAS:
(in order)
1. Heart stops.
2. Eyes turn as big as saucers.
3. Scream.
4. Jump jump jump!
5. Smile and stare at the paper.
6. Think of the guy with Mas Selamat's hair.

I REALLY BELIEVE IN FATEEEEE <3
You guys should, too! :DDDDDD
Oh & when you try it, pleaseee be smart to NOT have a blank piece of paper okay! WRITE 1 TO 10! go go gooo try! & tag on my blog to tell me the results!!!

P.S. My phone sms is going to explode. Try to tag me on my blog if you need me / call my house phone :DD Or not you can't sms me at all 'cos my phone will go straight into the dustbin.
OKAY BYEBYE <33

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I'M VERY HAPPY :D
I love my cca omgosh. Okay I know I've said this a lot of times :x Ohh & to clear one sterotype of calligraphy, we are not good in chinese. We suck terribly.
With the exception of Miss Phua Yi Yun & 0 1 0 :D hahaha!

YOUKNOW SOMETHINGGGGGGGGG!!!
My fo guang shan prize giving ceremony is next saturday :D Which is very good! Because then I can get my trophy (I REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE THERE'S ONE!!!) & Nat can hold it like she wants to on 16may :D

hahahah I find human beings very amusing.
A is a girl.
B is a guy.
I asked A about smth, she replied within 3 secs.
When I asked her if she liked B, she took hours to reply but in the end she didn't ._.
I asked B about smth, he replied within 3 secs.
When I asked him if he liked A, he took 1 hour to reply, and totally ignoring the part about liking.
Love is really a very funny thing when you look at it from another point of view :D

& I AM VERY HAPPY 'COS I FOUND OUT WHO B LIKES!!! :D Finallyy, like after almost a year ._. See that means that even a person who loves to keep things to her/himself can trust the awesome me :D

I FINISHED SO FAR...
#1. Tribute :D
yay me right!
I still left...
#2. LA SIA (filming & script writing - sunday 'cos yixuan's in malaysia now and can't come today, which reminds me of something I'm feeling very remorseful about -- SHIJIA WENT ALL THE WAY TO CLEMENTI MRT TO WAIT FOR ME 'COS I DIDN'T KNOW THAT SHE CHANGED HER NO.!!! ): I feel so bad omgosh. SORRRRYYY SHIJIA!!!)
#3. Math Revision
#4. Revision for history & geog quizzes
#5. Culture Project

Y'KNOW I FOUND A WHITE HAIRRRRRRR :DDDDDD
I was wondering whyy I haven't got one yet, after all the stress-filled mugging.
hahaa k byebye <333333

AFTER MATH BLOCKTEST I WILL REPLY TAGS.
I want to promise but I'm scared that I won't keep to it... so I'LL TRY MY BEST K! <333333

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