Love hurts. So I'm going to stay single till I'm 21.

-xx-

O.M.G. THE BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT WAS SOOOOOOO AWESOME!!! CHAR AND I CARRIED EACH OTHER ON OUR SHOULDERS, I RAISED HER UP LIKE SO HIGH AND I THOUGHT MY SHOULDER BLADE SNAPPED BUT SHE WAS SO HAPPY UP THERE HAHA I FEEL SO BLISSFUL WHEN SHE'S HAPPY! :DDDDDDD O.M.G. WHEN CHARMAINE LIFTED ME I WAS LIKE, XYZOMG FAINTING BECAUSE MARTIN JOHNSON, HOT, GORGEOUS MARTIN JOHNSON CAUGHT MY EYE AND SMILEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I thought I might faint. Their songs are so freaking amazing, Martin keeps on going, I LOVE YOU SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!! I think Paul DiGiovanni is super beautiful, too :) haha! And we got a picture with Duane, Tabitha and one other Singapore Idol Top 10! :D AND OMG WE SCREAMED, TABBY I LOVE YOUUU, to which she turned around, gave us a kiss and waveddd!!! :)))))))

CLASS BREAKFASTTT WAS AWESOME!!! :DD Xyzomg I love 314! <3>I think I might start to fall for you.

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Why do things have to be so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like somebody else gets me frustrated.

Because when you said Forever & Always,
I fell deep, right into your trap.

Shouts and screams of no, you're making the wrong decision fills my head every now and then, I don't know which advice I should heed.

You don't even come here, anyway.

-xx-

P6 CAMP IS TIRINGGGGGGGGGGG XYZOMG!!! The little primary sixes DO NOT LISTEN AT ALL. You have to repeat your instructions ten million times and they only get like, 1/10000000 of what you said.

And now they think that my hwachong buddy and I are dating. And when I bull-shitted after getting frustrated by their questions, I said that yes, we're getting married next month.

Extraordinarily, they bought it, well wrapped around my beautiful stick of crap. Honestly, bull-shitting requires skill. But oh shizyz, now they want us to hug. And he's Sec 2. I really miss my primary school days.

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Stuck on a rollercoaster,
can't get off this ride...

You made me in every way mesmerized,
still I feel as though I'm treading on thin ice.
I don't know if you mean what you say,
you're controlling the speed, the direction of my heart beat.

I want to say no, I want to say you're too fast,
but I don't want, and I can't afford to lose this.
You've captured me,
so deeply, so entranced.

I know one day this will all stop,
it's as though I'm on the scariest roller coaster,
I know what's coming, but I don't have the ability to stop it.
It may be enjoyable, it may be exhilarating,
and yet so threatening.

The scariest part of it all is that I don't know when it's going to stop,
and whether you, me, or someone else will be the one ruining the joy of the ride.
Or worse still, will we be caught, suspended in mid air,
then finally wrenched from our dreamland to a demonishing place known as reality?

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Thanks to you,
I am not lonely anymore.

The future is in our hands now. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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Yesterday was majorrr fun, or rather TODAY was majorrr fun :D

Champagne just tastes especially good on New Year's. My family hung out with the other families from our Africa tour group, from 7pm to 1.30am :))) It was so exciting, we had an indonesian dinner that was soo cool, played loads of games like Taiti, Charades, Taboo, Cheat, some hand slapping game that made me laugh till my friend was screaming for me to go into the toilet before I wet my pants.

I forgot what else made me laugh so hard but all I know is, that amazing party and the afternoon huge family (with cousins and etc) party made me welcome 2010 with more laughter, more hopes and even better dreams. And I think that this year, I must smile more, be more open and enjoy myself to the fullest, even over the littlest of things. I musn't get angry or pissed off, and must not be too stressed even though I'm gonna be the lousiest in the whole class.

Be more optimistic, that will be my goal. And stop spending money, that's my second. Although I learnt this new awesome phrase: "Shopping doesn't make the world go round. Shopping makes the ride worthwhile."

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, THANKS SO MUCH TO SO MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE WISHED ME, EVEN BEFORE THE REAL NEW YEAR'S :D Sorry that I can't send to every single one of you, and sorry if even you sent but I forgot to reply, but you guys are still the awesome-est. :) Wo ai ni men!!! Hen duo, hen duo!!! <33 xoxo

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